Aventador
Living out of spite
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There is nothing holding me in this life, I'm just doing it out of spite.
There is no reason why i should go on in this fucked existence.
No friends, no gf, no meaningful work. Just a chronic depression.
"But depression is just a hormonal imbalance.."
No it's not, i was never born depressed. It's because with each failure the damage is being added until your brain is becoming depressed to save you from further pain.
"Have you tried improving your..."
Lets say i did improve. I got better and better and for what? For a house i will never afford? For a girl who never liked me before? For the recognition of a society who never gave a shit about me?
Do all this effort and expect a gf i should have had years ago is pathetic
"Grind bro"
No, Im done. You go ahead work for the shareholders, make them richer. You go king.
Every day is just surviving with no real purpose. Just suffering, to rest and than more suffering.
I just wish I could find a way out.
There is no reason why i should go on in this fucked existence.
No friends, no gf, no meaningful work. Just a chronic depression.
"But depression is just a hormonal imbalance.."
No it's not, i was never born depressed. It's because with each failure the damage is being added until your brain is becoming depressed to save you from further pain.
"Have you tried improving your..."
Lets say i did improve. I got better and better and for what? For a house i will never afford? For a girl who never liked me before? For the recognition of a society who never gave a shit about me?
Do all this effort and expect a gf i should have had years ago is pathetic
"Grind bro"
No, Im done. You go ahead work for the shareholders, make them richer. You go king.
Every day is just surviving with no real purpose. Just suffering, to rest and than more suffering.
I just wish I could find a way out.





