mistersinister
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1. I have zero incentive of doing a PhD now.
After a disastrous 1.96 GPA (straight Cs in physics, chemistry, F in Calc 1, A in Chinese)in semester 1, it was clear that i'm suffering from burnout from studying, and a PhD would only complicate that. Not only did this kill my chances to go into prestigious schools like Caltech/MIT, but it also ruined any chance of me betabuxxing, since I am a 5'5'' ugly ricecel autistic that couldn't get laid and got mocked by his peers even in his home country, Taiwan.
2. I switched to CS in my MS.
As you see, maybe the industry is more suited for me. No exams, you can do the bare minimum. Since I went to college I wanted to die every single second I wake up and sleep is my only escape. I chose the MS that required the least physics. Give you a secret: I got 99th percentile in math but 5th percentile in mechanics, it's such a weird combination that really thinking about it, CS is my best way forward. That's because I secretly hate my major (physics), and would want to switch to something else in my MS. If I stick here in physics I would likely would have to do a PhD, which is a waste of time by my standards. I should spend my 20s collecting comic books not fucking wasting time doing a PhD... and if I chose CS during my BS I probably wouldn't be discovering this incels.is site anyways, since I'd be busy studying in my major.
3. There's no turning back to after my colleeg graduation.
My bones are jsut too fucked up to betabuxx... my IQ is far above average but my face demands extreme strength to betabuxx (which is what I wanted, using money to make up with the fact... if I was 5/10 all I "would" have to do is to get my college degree and it will be fine, as Martyros said "at 4/10-6/10 range, you need a career, you need to STEMMaxx" at below you basically have to either find your niche or give up and LDAR. In PhD there are no grades in the very last years and all you have to do is write your thesis... just kidding it's far more complicated than a PhD, and once I found out what a PhD is doing... I decided to leave the PhD to whoever is hardcore enough to do it
After a disastrous 1.96 GPA (straight Cs in physics, chemistry, F in Calc 1, A in Chinese)in semester 1, it was clear that i'm suffering from burnout from studying, and a PhD would only complicate that. Not only did this kill my chances to go into prestigious schools like Caltech/MIT, but it also ruined any chance of me betabuxxing, since I am a 5'5'' ugly ricecel autistic that couldn't get laid and got mocked by his peers even in his home country, Taiwan.
2. I switched to CS in my MS.
As you see, maybe the industry is more suited for me. No exams, you can do the bare minimum. Since I went to college I wanted to die every single second I wake up and sleep is my only escape. I chose the MS that required the least physics. Give you a secret: I got 99th percentile in math but 5th percentile in mechanics, it's such a weird combination that really thinking about it, CS is my best way forward. That's because I secretly hate my major (physics), and would want to switch to something else in my MS. If I stick here in physics I would likely would have to do a PhD, which is a waste of time by my standards. I should spend my 20s collecting comic books not fucking wasting time doing a PhD... and if I chose CS during my BS I probably wouldn't be discovering this incels.is site anyways, since I'd be busy studying in my major.
3. There's no turning back to after my colleeg graduation.
My bones are jsut too fucked up to betabuxx... my IQ is far above average but my face demands extreme strength to betabuxx (which is what I wanted, using money to make up with the fact... if I was 5/10 all I "would" have to do is to get my college degree and it will be fine, as Martyros said "at 4/10-6/10 range, you need a career, you need to STEMMaxx" at below you basically have to either find your niche or give up and LDAR. In PhD there are no grades in the very last years and all you have to do is write your thesis... just kidding it's far more complicated than a PhD, and once I found out what a PhD is doing... I decided to leave the PhD to whoever is hardcore enough to do it