edger0uter
New Chains, Same Shackles
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Yesterday, after smoking weed, I was sitting in front of my computer, eating Schnitzel with fries, drinking cola, and eating pancakes with nutella as a dessert. I was also playing Spider-Man Remastered and listening to music that was popular in 2012. While doing all of that and while my brain was filled with high thoughts, I noticed something very unusual: I was actually happy.
After noticing how satisfied I was with life, I started thinking: "I am doing very simple things, listening to music, playing games, yet I am so happy. How can I achieve this happiness while not being high?". After a bit of brainstorming I came to the conclusion that I need to get my life together. I need to lose weight, eat healthier, maybe gain some muscle,... I need to make sure that I don't hate the person in the mirror as much.
Being thin might still not lead to me ascending, I have no idea whether I would still be ugly or not if I was thin, but at the very least I would be and feel heathier, I would be able to keep up with my friends,... there was this one incident where I tried to get into the back seat of a car that only has one door on each side and I simply couldn't fit.
TLDR; I will start looksmaxxing. Fuck women, I'm doing this for myself and my friends.
Wish me luck and tips are greatly appreciated
After noticing how satisfied I was with life, I started thinking: "I am doing very simple things, listening to music, playing games, yet I am so happy. How can I achieve this happiness while not being high?". After a bit of brainstorming I came to the conclusion that I need to get my life together. I need to lose weight, eat healthier, maybe gain some muscle,... I need to make sure that I don't hate the person in the mirror as much.
Being thin might still not lead to me ascending, I have no idea whether I would still be ugly or not if I was thin, but at the very least I would be and feel heathier, I would be able to keep up with my friends,... there was this one incident where I tried to get into the back seat of a car that only has one door on each side and I simply couldn't fit.
TLDR; I will start looksmaxxing. Fuck women, I'm doing this for myself and my friends.
Wish me luck and tips are greatly appreciated