Dravidiancel
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During my mildly bluepilled days say when i was 10-12,i fell in love a high tier Becky but she didn't even see me a friend.I was very good at education and other activities.I was very popular in my school due to this and had many femoid friends.I worked very hard for this and sacrificed too many joyful experience but i never understood why that high tier Becky was disgusted by me.I thought i was average looking but she always flirted with the more fairer taller guy.I tried for years hoping that she would understand my immense love for her.Watching her flirt with the other guy made me furious.
Age 14-18 was the period where i slowly started getting blackpilled yet i thought my one time failure with my oneitis was due to my personality and not completely due to my appearance.I tried repeatedly and kept failing and saw my tall chadlite friend flirting with fefoids without any effort.Then i found the incel community at age 17 and came to know i was below average looking and i had no fault in my failure to gain a love interest.
I can say that in my bluepilled days i was highly motivated in education because I knew my prize was a virgin young curry foid waiting for me at the end of the line.After i got blackpilled i love my will to live,my iq became negative, became suicidal but i realised the truth that a foid would never love my below average face and i am glad that i found the blackpill and no longer blamed myself for my failure.It was a no win situation,the blackpill was the Equalizer for the bluepill.I am still a failure but I'm content with the fact that there are others like me suffering in this society and i can cope with them.
Age 14-18 was the period where i slowly started getting blackpilled yet i thought my one time failure with my oneitis was due to my personality and not completely due to my appearance.I tried repeatedly and kept failing and saw my tall chadlite friend flirting with fefoids without any effort.Then i found the incel community at age 17 and came to know i was below average looking and i had no fault in my failure to gain a love interest.
I can say that in my bluepilled days i was highly motivated in education because I knew my prize was a virgin young curry foid waiting for me at the end of the line.After i got blackpilled i love my will to live,my iq became negative, became suicidal but i realised the truth that a foid would never love my below average face and i am glad that i found the blackpill and no longer blamed myself for my failure.It was a no win situation,the blackpill was the Equalizer for the bluepill.I am still a failure but I'm content with the fact that there are others like me suffering in this society and i can cope with them.
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