I was just reminiscing about my rejections. I get into this mood every time I come back home after having spent the entire day out there in the normie world watching happy couples go by me. So, back in 2016, I was still trying to get a girlfriend, a starter hoe, my first girlfriend. I was investing a lot of my time into messaging ugly holes on badoo. I finally found a foid who replied to me, a Hispanic 19-year-old from the inner cities; we talked for a while, however, as I didn't want to stretch the conversation for too long; I said that I had to go and ended the conversation with this line: " if you liked me and are interested in hookups, this is my number, message me." I noticed that she'd read it but hadn't replied.
The next afternoon, she replied to me, and that made me very happy. To cut a long story short, we talked to each other the whole day. I was convinced I was going to lose my virginity on that same day.
This is how it all went to shit. I asked if she wanted to meet up with me; she was down for it. So, I had only to set up a location for it to happen. I asked if I could go to her place, she said that she lives with her mom and that this was out of the question. As a "solution", she came up with the idea of meeting at the shopping mall. I thought "wth, a fucking shopping mall?". I was confused as fuck at this point. Fortunately or unfortunately, I said: " let's go to a hotel instead" to which she replied: " no, I don't even know you". I tried to persuade her, but she blocked me. She even said that my question was disrespectful to her. WTF!
Bear in mind that this hole had two kids at 19. I think the oldest was 5. She probably started to fuck at 13 and had her first child at 14. But she thought she was too good to go to a hotel with me. It's very likely that she wanted to use me to pay for her meal or whatever she had in mind. I got played hard, she built up my excitement and then threw me away like trash. Chad would have got her pussy wet, and she would've fucked him on the same day. People like us can't get away with alpha things like asking a woman to sleep with you etc..I don't even know how to get laid as an incel. No strategy works for us. I have tried different methods, but nothing has worked. I have done a lot of hard things in my life, things that took a lot of intellect and deep thinking, but getting pussy has been by far the hardest. It's impossible.
The next afternoon, she replied to me, and that made me very happy. To cut a long story short, we talked to each other the whole day. I was convinced I was going to lose my virginity on that same day.
This is how it all went to shit. I asked if she wanted to meet up with me; she was down for it. So, I had only to set up a location for it to happen. I asked if I could go to her place, she said that she lives with her mom and that this was out of the question. As a "solution", she came up with the idea of meeting at the shopping mall. I thought "wth, a fucking shopping mall?". I was confused as fuck at this point. Fortunately or unfortunately, I said: " let's go to a hotel instead" to which she replied: " no, I don't even know you". I tried to persuade her, but she blocked me. She even said that my question was disrespectful to her. WTF!
Bear in mind that this hole had two kids at 19. I think the oldest was 5. She probably started to fuck at 13 and had her first child at 14. But she thought she was too good to go to a hotel with me. It's very likely that she wanted to use me to pay for her meal or whatever she had in mind. I got played hard, she built up my excitement and then threw me away like trash. Chad would have got her pussy wet, and she would've fucked him on the same day. People like us can't get away with alpha things like asking a woman to sleep with you etc..I don't even know how to get laid as an incel. No strategy works for us. I have tried different methods, but nothing has worked. I have done a lot of hard things in my life, things that took a lot of intellect and deep thinking, but getting pussy has been by far the hardest. It's impossible.
