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IYAIYAI
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I honestly think that something happened in my mothers womb that created me by mistake. I think my life is shitty because it's the universe's way of telling me to "fuck off and die already". I am being punished for existing. I cannot do the simplest tasks talking to other humans, learning simple tasks, smiling, joking, showing emotions without fucking stuff up or having to think about it first) and it destroys me. I am physically repulsing to look at. I have no social skills. I am ugly I am a loser. I am a failure. I am an incel. I am fucked. I wish I never existed. I try to cope and find different materialistic goods to make me happy, but I can't. I am lacking love. I am lacking intimacy. These things will I will never be able to experience and it fuсking tears me apart inside and makes me angry I'm 25 years old and I've never experienced ANYTHING in life. I'll be 30 in a few years and have nothing to show for it. Why do some people excel at life and others fail? Is it fate? Is it just the way things are meant to be? What is it? How can I find peace in this ѕhit life of constant emotional pain?