Yeah getting molested is on the same level on to what constant bullying does to you.
I wasn't, but i was badly bullied from a very young age, (3-4 years old it started), had no friends, two kids when we were 5, bullied me all day and one of them threatened to stab me with a pencil, me being very young at 5 years old, i was always taught how sharp things were dangerous right?
So they said they would stab me at lunch break, so i was in class, completely scared, so i actually accepted my fate (at 5 years old), its fucking sad, to the point where at lunch break i went straight up to them, lifted up my top for them to stab me, but they said "only joking", then started verbal abuse.
That seriously fucked me up, i am NT currently, but have violent tendencies when the time arises, for example if i am in a fight, someone needs to physically pull me off the guy that i am punching, aka i do not know when to stop.
PM me about what happened to you OP.
Life is fucked.