I don't think I've ever seen someone worse at sports than me (besides little kids obviously). When I was 11 and used to have friends we used to play basketball all day, all summer. I'm not even joking when I say I didn't score once. Everyone would score a lot, including the other people who had also never touched a basketball, while I was just running around the court all game. I was bad at everything. Infact, I could never complete a dribble, or win the ball back, and I could hardly even complete a pass, and when I did, it wasn't the best option. The same goes for every other sport I've played. Always been accused of "not trying" or "just standing there" even though I was running my socks off. (Brutal sportspill, people only care about goals and assists and disregard everything else you do)
Practice never helped either. I still looked clumsy and slow af doing everything. I used to do boxing for around a year and a half. I had terrible stamina and struggled to punch a bag after 2 minutes. Then my coaches put me into sparring. I was so fucking bad. I lost EVERY spar. Due to my massive head, I was unable to protect myself from punches. I was just a huge ego boost for all of my sparring partners. I could see my sparring partners (and former friends) talking shit about me and how bad I am. One time one of them even told me "i'm gonna beat you" and laughed. That is how fucking over it is and has always been. And due to huge lips, I would always leave the ring with my lips busted. One time I had to stop early and wipe my lips with a towel, because of how much my lips were bleeding. And when I tried fighting back, all my punches were blocked. I really wanted to keep going but I eventually realised that my endurance and my reflexes would never improve, and I hung up my gloves. Each time I play sports, it's like a humiliation ritual. But thankfully, due to the amount of fat people back in school, at least I wasn't the slowest.
Practice never helped either. I still looked clumsy and slow af doing everything. I used to do boxing for around a year and a half. I had terrible stamina and struggled to punch a bag after 2 minutes. Then my coaches put me into sparring. I was so fucking bad. I lost EVERY spar. Due to my massive head, I was unable to protect myself from punches. I was just a huge ego boost for all of my sparring partners. I could see my sparring partners (and former friends) talking shit about me and how bad I am. One time one of them even told me "i'm gonna beat you" and laughed. That is how fucking over it is and has always been. And due to huge lips, I would always leave the ring with my lips busted. One time I had to stop early and wipe my lips with a towel, because of how much my lips were bleeding. And when I tried fighting back, all my punches were blocked. I really wanted to keep going but I eventually realised that my endurance and my reflexes would never improve, and I hung up my gloves. Each time I play sports, it's like a humiliation ritual. But thankfully, due to the amount of fat people back in school, at least I wasn't the slowest.
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