RageFuel Walked past my old school earlier

[rhodie]

I was out for an evening walk when I walked past my old school, thinking about that place is still torturous. The shit I had to go through there and the meaningless results I got from attending it, it made me especially angry and bitter thinking that people actually made meaningful relationships here which likely lead to them having sex although it's not even about the sex, it's about the connection with the opposite gender and experiencing a loving relationship. I was robbed of that life, and the normies who sabotaged me socially are to blame.

It's not fair to think that people who were given the best cards in life genetically succeed financially and socially, while people like me given some of the worst hands still continue to suffer despite my efforts and hardships. Nothing changes.

It clearly was not bad enough in my case being a subhuman and an ethnic with a family that has been fractured my whole life that I then had to be tormented for years at an institution that awarded me nothing.

 

[Esoteric7]

Relate a ton with the last paragraph. I suffered a lot of racism at my primary school. Seeing it now makes me feel nostalgic but also rage.

I used to get along really well with my family on my dad’s side but I only saw them 1-3 times my whole life and they live very far in different cities. Very fractured.

 

[rhodie]

Relate a ton with the last paragraph. I suffered a lot of racism at my primary school. Seeing it now makes me feel nostalgic but also rage.

I used to get along really well with my family on my dad’s side but I only saw them 1-3 times my whole life and they live very far in different cities. Very fractured.

I used to get shit about being an ethnic literally daily at my primary and secondary, the entire duration. No restraints in secondary I used to get the worst shit thrown at me and then people laughing about it

 

[lifeisfucked215]

I feel the same in many ways. Pretty fucked up how highschool is just a preview to how the rest of your life will be. If you're a pathetic loner/loser there, then you most likely will be for the rest of your life. If you're a chad who fucks stacies every week and get treated with the upmost respect, good chance it will be like that for rest of life.

 

[Esoteric7]

I used to get shit about being an ethnic literally daily at my primary and secondary, the entire duration. No restraints in secondary I used to get the worst shit thrown at me and then people laughing about it

Same, man. My primary school was dominated by a particular group and those animals would make me feel like my ethnicity was a contagious disability. It made me feel embarrassed to be who I am. In secondary school it died down because it was a mixture of different ethnicities.

I can’t believe my parents thought it would be a good idea to send me to that primary school since those people have a history of being hostile and racist towards us. I resent my parents for that.

 

[rhodie]

Same, man. My primary school was dominated by a particular group and those animals would make me feel like my ethnicity was a contagious disability. It made me feel embarrassed to be who I am. In secondary school it died down because it was a mixture of different ethnicities.

I can’t believe my parents thought it would be a good idea to send me to that primary school since those people have a history of being hostile and racist towards us. I resent my parents for that.

I grew up in a pretty rural place and as you'd expect there was very few ethnics, made me an easy target.

I still get the bluepilled garbage from my parents about how being mixed is a 'good thing' and that the gene pool is wider but that hardly matters when being mixed race essentially reduced me to staying inside all day to avoid the abuse from people about my ethnicity.

Used to get all the treatment, like being called a nigger and shit to my face as well. Curry muncher literally anything you could think of. None of these people had any shame in doing it and did it to my face, I don't recall ever being horrible or rude to any of these people but I still got this treatment just because of my ethnicity. How can we be expected to continue to be kind under these conditions? I don't want to be horrible to people but they certainly aren't making it easy

 

[Esoteric7]

I grew up in a pretty rural place and as you'd expect there was very few ethnics, made me an easy target.

I still get the bluepilled garbage from my parents about how being mixed is a 'good thing' and that the gene pool is wider but that hardly matters when being mixed race essentially reduced me to staying inside all day to avoid the abuse from people about my ethnicity.

Used to get all the treatment, like being called a nigger and shit to my face as well. Curry muncher literally anything you could think of. None of these people had any shame in doing it and did it to my face, I don't recall ever being horrible or rude to any of these people but I still got this treatment just because of my ethnicity. How can we be expected to continue to be kind under these conditions? I don't want to be horrible to people but they certainly aren't making it easy

I grew up in a poor area of a major city. I don’t know how many groups were racist to you but for me it was always that one group. I was also polite and peaceful to these animals so I don’t know why they showed such hostility towards me simply for existing. It was mostly the girls who were racist. I was nervous of saying something racist back in case all the other boys felt offended and ganged up on me.

Even after I finished school I had a few incidents where they would approach me in public unprovoked looking for a fight but thankfully I wasn’t harmed. The city is dominated by this ethnic group (almost making up 20%). I’ve now left to another city where they only make up less than 1% and I feel so much better.

The city I’m in now is majority white and I also see Indians, Blacks and Chinese here. These groups have been very kind to me so I feel like a human being here.

I do think it’s perfectly rational to avoid a group of people who have consistently demonstrated that they hate your humanity for no reason. Me avoiding them as much as possible is my only choice of silent rebellion.

 

[rhodie]

I do think it’s perfectly rational to avoid a group of people who have consistently demonstrated that they hate your humanity for no reason. Me avoiding them as much as possible is my only choice of silent rebellion.

Yeah I have been trying to avoid them, it's hard when they are infact the majority of the population. I do find myself being kinder to ethnics since I know a lot of them have had to deal with this shit as well. Especially in the rural area I live in.

It was mostly the girls who were racist. I was nervous of saying something racist back in case all the other boys felt offended and ganged up on me.

I never really said anything back to them, it was mainly boys that did it to me since girls would never speak to me however I did hear girls ridiculing me for being an ethnic on a few occasions.

 

[TheSwagapino]

ethnic with a broken family i can relate

 

[RobinKingson]

I was out for an evening walk when I walked past my old school, thinking about that place is still torturous. The shit I had to go through there and the meaningless results I got from attending it, it made me especially angry and bitter thinking that people actually made meaningful relationships here which likely lead to them having sex although it's not even about the sex, it's about the connection with the opposite gender and experiencing a loving relationship. I was robbed of that life, and the normies who sabotaged me socially are to blame.

It's not fair to think that people who were given the best cards in life genetically succeed financially and socially, while people like me given some of the worst hands still continue to suffer despite my efforts and hardships. Nothing changes.

It clearly was not bad enough in my case being a subhuman and an ethnic with a family that has been fractured my whole life that I then had to be tormented for years at an institution that awarded me nothing.

I'm so glad my old middle school got torn down during Corona that place was like a concentration camp.