>browse the internet
>fap
>drink and smoke
>go to bed
>realize ill never have a gf.
>fap
>drink and smoke
>go to bed
>realize ill never have a gf.
>Wake up >think about suicide >think about the time of day i get to drink and get high.
That's pretty much every day I have off from work every other day I have the same thoughts but I work honestly I am rather grateful for the black pill because it ceased all false hopes that I would entertain when I was younger now I could live in the real world and try to make peace with myself I always thought when I was younger I missed opportunities or I wasn't doing the correct actions in order to meet a woman but now I realize it's not my fault at all and I was wasting my time being frustrated because I was never meant to be loved in the first place
it stopped my jestermaxxxing which is good.
fapping to porn everyday knowing youre will never get real gf
thats why i watch gf simulation porn with no dicks,
Pretty much the same except I don't drink and smoke.
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