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I want to commit suicide with Jill Valentine
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I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me, must be a form of autism or something like that’s the only way I can explain it
I’ve been obsessed with her for a long time but back in September it got really bad and hasn’t died down.
I just constantly think about her, it’s hard to explain. Like she’s constantly on my mind. I’ve been doing things that are more healthy (not much really honestly but just some slightly better habits) because in a way I’d would want to looksmax to have a slight chance of impressing her if she was real.
But yeah. It’s actually starting to get painful at this point.
Maybe I could get a sex doll of her? Yeah not really possible because I live with my mom in a small apartment, it would be way to uncomfortable and awkward. If I was rich I’d get a sex doll of her and would buy the pistol that she uses and keep it on her.
I would have a life size model of her in my living room if I was a millionaire.
I would have a real life clone of her if I was a billionaire
I think I need to play a game that she’s in, probably the remake version. I feel like it might help lower this attractive towards her, I’ve never really played any of the games where she’s form.
Also fapping is complex and painful, I feel guilty if I fap because am cheating and being a fucking degenerate and I also feel horrible if I fap to rule 34 of her because it’s cucked and degrading.
Am a fucking mess at this point.
Maybe I just need to die in iran.
Maybe I just need to drink and do drugs like all the normies my age
I don’t know anymore man.
I can’t save myself on my own.
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cScPVRLM-50&t=3070s
I’ve been obsessed with her for a long time but back in September it got really bad and hasn’t died down.
I just constantly think about her, it’s hard to explain. Like she’s constantly on my mind. I’ve been doing things that are more healthy (not much really honestly but just some slightly better habits) because in a way I’d would want to looksmax to have a slight chance of impressing her if she was real.
But yeah. It’s actually starting to get painful at this point.
Maybe I could get a sex doll of her? Yeah not really possible because I live with my mom in a small apartment, it would be way to uncomfortable and awkward. If I was rich I’d get a sex doll of her and would buy the pistol that she uses and keep it on her.
I would have a life size model of her in my living room if I was a millionaire.
I would have a real life clone of her if I was a billionaire
I think I need to play a game that she’s in, probably the remake version. I feel like it might help lower this attractive towards her, I’ve never really played any of the games where she’s form.
Also fapping is complex and painful, I feel guilty if I fap because am cheating and being a fucking degenerate and I also feel horrible if I fap to rule 34 of her because it’s cucked and degrading.
Am a fucking mess at this point.
Maybe I just need to die in iran.
Maybe I just need to drink and do drugs like all the normies my age
I don’t know anymore man.
I can’t save myself on my own.
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cScPVRLM-50&t=3070s





