Brutal Volunteering at an elementary school broke me

[Giracel]

In the past summer I was in a professional program (internship), and we had a day to volunteer at an elementary school. The experience of setting up science experiments for the children was extremely retarded and I did not enjoy it at all, but thankfully, some of the other participants helped me even though I was distressed the whole time.

What broke me about the experience was just seeing all these little kids with their whole lives ahead of them—they have not fallen into the pain of inceldom, of isolation, of regret. They have no regrets because they are still young and innocent. Most were still many years away from puberty. Seeing all this made me upset and I had to force myself to smile for the group photo at the end.

Sometimes I think I would like to be a teacher because I am good at explaining things and sometimes enjoy it depending on the subject. But the older I get, the more disturbed I am seeing younger people and that would make the teaching unendurable.

 

[TooSomething]

Become an elementary school teacher and turn the young boys into an army of basedcels.

 

[Giracel]

Become an elementary school teacher and turn the young boys into an army of basedcels.

Most school boards have grown very feminist. That would not fly for long.

 

[TooSomething]

Most school boards have grown very feminist. That would not fly for long.

You must teach them to hide their power levels.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Yeah, I get that. Seeing kids happy and unscarred hits hard when you’ve been through so much suffering. You realize how unfair life is; how some people get to grow up innocent while we get dumped into a lifetime of loneliness and social torment — and it often serves as a reminder of the childhood some of us never had, due to being born into misfortune. It's brutal to know those children will likely live fulfilling lives, experiencing things we never did, all while we continue to rot.

 

[Giracel]

You must teach them to hide their power levels.

It might work on middle schoolers. But for elementary age I would want to keep them innocent.

 

[Nicusor_delaBraila]

Did you manage to see what children might become future incels based on height and other things?

 

[Giracel]

Yeah, I get that. Seeing kids happy and unscarred hits hard when you’ve been through so much suffering. You realize how unfair life is; how some people get to grow up innocent while we get dumped into a lifetime of loneliness and social torment — and it often serves as a reminder of the childhood some of us never had, due to being born into misfortune. It's brutal to know those children will likely live fulfilling lives, experiencing things we never did, all while we continue to rot.

Extremely powerful words. You are on my wavelength for sure. Trvthnvke

 

[Giracel]

Did you manage to see what children might become future incels based on height and other things?

Interestingly I did try to make observations like this, but based on behaviors rather than appearance. I observed who was quiet and who was more aggressive. I even casually said to some of the participants "you can really tell who will grow up to be bullied" or something like that. Throughout that program I would occasionally make edgy statements like that for shock value (attempt at being low-inhib).

 

[Nicusor_delaBraila]

Interestingly I did try to make observations like this, but based on behaviors rather than appearance. I observed who was quiet and who was more aggressive. I even casually said to some of the participants "you can really tell who will grow up to be bullied" or something like that. Throughout that program I would occasionally make edgy statements like that for shock value (attempt at being low-inhib).

Im really sorry for the elementarycels for not expeiriencing life without the internet.
Cant imagine what hypergamy theyll have to endure

 

[Giracel]

Im really sorry for the elementarycels for not expeiriencing life without the internet.
Cant imagine what hypergamy theyll have to endure

They are as yet unaware of all this, which was why I envied them for being so young

 

[Nicusor_delaBraila]

They are as yet unaware of all this, which was why I envied them for being so young

Its going to hit them harder than a freight train.....

 

[poorenglishcel]

Trucels, chads, normies and sluts in the making

 

[Giracel]

Its going to hit them harder than a freight train.....

They can enjoy their Pokémon and whatnot until then... something I was DENIED due to retarded fundamentalist beliefs. Did have good times building Legos as an autist.

 

[PvZcel]

Seeing happy kids destroys me inside. Not because I hate them but because how better their lives were than mine at the same age.

 

[Giracel]

Seeing happy kids destroys me inside. Not because I hate them but because how better their lives were than mine at the same age.

I was homeschooled and never had normal school friends and such. But based on certain testimonies of people here regarding school, there were probably various negatives avoided by homeschooling. All paths are imperfect in one way or another.

 

[TooSomething]

It might work on middle schoolers. But for elementary age I would want to keep them innocent.

There is no innocence for kids.

 

[TooSomething]

Yeah, I get that. Seeing kids happy and unscarred hits hard when you’ve been through so much suffering. You realize how unfair life is; how some people get to grow up innocent while we get dumped into a lifetime of loneliness and social torment — and it often serves as a reminder of the childhood some of us never had, due to being born into misfortune. It's brutal to know those children will likely live fulfilling lives, experiencing things we never did, all while we continue to rot.

Imagine if no human would hit puberty and we would all just stay innocent children.

Would be kinda not bad, tbh.

 

[Giracel]

There is no innocence for kids.

Honestly you might be right. Many kids act extremely mean for no apparent reason. And speaking for myself, I know I thought about many perverted things even as a young child, also for no apparent reason.

 

[Giracel]

Imagine if no human would hit puberty and we would all just stay innocent children.

Would be kinda not bad, tbh.

Puberty is the ultimate source of most of society's ills, but is simultaneously responsible for its propagation. This is one of the great paradoxes.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Imagine if no human would hit puberty and we would all just stay innocent children.

Would be kinda not bad, tbh.

It would. I miss the unworldly ignorance of childhood.

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

It might work on middle schoolers. But for elementary age I would want to keep them innocent.

Same. Then again, I don't work well with kids.

 

[Cuckoja]

It might work on middle schoolers. But for elementary age I would want to keep them innocent.

My nephew is 10 and couldn't care less for girls. I envy their boy friendships, he is 10 and has few friends he hangout online for 5 years.

 

[Ricecel Sungnodius]

Seeing happy kids destroys me inside. Not because I hate them but because how better their lives were than mine at the same age.

You had a bad childhood? Brutal. What was your childhood like?

 

[160cmbloop]

What broke me about the experience was just seeing all these little kids with their whole lives ahead of them—they have not fallen into the pain of inceldom, of isolation, of regret. They have no regrets because they are still young and innocent. Most were still many years away from puberty. Seeing all this made me upset and I had to force myself to smile for the group photo at the end.

all grew up in a better environment than you

environment is so important

 

[TheHungariancel]

What broke me about the experience was just seeing all these little kids with their whole lives ahead of them—they have not fallen into the pain of inceldom, of isolation, of regret.

They’ll most likely discover the blackpill way earlier than we did as Gen Alpha kids already spend most of their time on social media.

 

[PvZcel]

You had a bad childhood? Brutal. What was your childhood like?

Parents arguing all the time (I would be on the receiving end a lot) and being forced to do well in school.

 

[Dr. Autismo]

In the past summer I was in a professional program (internship), and we had a day to volunteer at an elementary school. The experience of setting up science experiments for the children was extremely retarded and I did not enjoy it at all, but thankfully, some of the other participants helped me even though I was distressed the whole time.

What broke me about the experience was just seeing all these little kids with their whole lives ahead of them—they have not fallen into the pain of inceldom, of isolation, of regret. They have no regrets because they are still young and innocent. Most were still many years away from puberty. Seeing all this made me upset and I had to force myself to smile for the group photo at the end.

Sometimes I think I would like to be a teacher because I am good at explaining things and sometimes enjoy it depending on the subject. But the older I get, the more disturbed I am seeing younger people and that would make the teaching unendurable.

I hope someone goes ER and shoots up this school

 

[ogercel]

What broke me about the experience was just seeing all these little kids with their whole lives ahead of them—they have not fallen into the pain of inceldom, of isolation, of regret. They have no regrets because they are still young and innocent. Most were still many years away from puberty. Seeing all this made me upset and I had to force myself to smile for the group photo at the end.

Yeah do them a favour & crush their dreams from now so they wont turn into antisocialbittercels

Become an elementary school teacher and turn the young boys into an army of basedcels.

Blackpill them young

Most school boards have grown very feminist. That would not fly for long.

He should subvert them by larping as toxic masculinity homosexual

 

[Giracel]

Parents arguing all the time (I would be on the receiving end a lot) and being forced to do well in school.

This also happened to me, they were just arguing again 5 minutes ago. I think they should've divorced a while ago but they insist on maintaining it.