SuicideFuel Very depressing smoking today

[TinyManlet5'6]

Every time when I smoke I think about my fucked life and I imagine situations which I will never experience. Today I imagined that I am 6'chad and I am with a girlfriend in the middle of a meadow. It'a sunny day and we're lieing on the blanket. We are smiling to each other and we are hugging each other. Then she falls asleep on my shoulders.
And this is what the life means. Pure love, feeling that your life is valuable, you are important for somebody. But suddenly the cigarette ended and I came back to my room, sat down on the floor and started crying. I will never experience a girl's closeness and her affection. 5'6 is a predestination to rope or going ER.

 

[Remyx]

Just smoke weed instead

 

[Joelossus]

Are you sure you were just smoking a cigarette?

 

[Deleted member 8353]

When I imagine what I want, it usually makes me feel somewhat better tbh.

Today I imagined that I am 6'chad

This might be your problem, fantasies don't need to abide by rules. Also, I don't really see how my willfully created experiences are any less real than those which I received as experiences rather than created. At the end of the day, a memory is no more tangible than a fantasy which you've imagined, and if you didn't know better, it would be impossible to tell them apart.

The only problem is that you can't entirely accurately imagine experiences which you've never had. Makes me wonder if escortcelling would possibly benefit me.

 

[OmniVoid]

Looksmax or death

 

[Smallondick]

Looksmax or death

 

[Hate_my_life]

Are you sure you were just smoking a cigarette?

 

[The Abyss]

Next time imagine you're an 8 foot tall orc raping an Elven village.

 

[TinyManlet5'6]

Are you sure you were just smoking a cigarette?

Yes, Marlboro Gold, as always.

 

[Michael15651]

Yes, Marlboro Gold, as always.

Is there really a difference between brands and types? As significant as a difference between the electric flavored ones?

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Is there really a difference between brands and types? As significant as a difference between the electric flavored ones?

To some extent, yes. Some are stronger than others for example and therefore taste a bit different. But I personally don't see why someone would smoke cigarettes for the flavor, at that point you should go for pipe tobacco or cigars.

 

[HighTGymcel]

cancers me

 

[Michael15651]

To some extent, yes. Some are stronger than others for example and therefore taste a bit different. But I personally don't see why someone would smoke cigarettes for the flavor, at that point you should go for pipe tobacco or cigars.

Ah, okay. Also yeah, I can see the appeal of cigars every once in a while especially with the variety of flavors it offers.

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

Have you tried weed bro

 

[littlemanhikicel]

I'm a smoker too, but I want to stop smoking.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Just smoke weed instead

 

[Deleted member 10124]

Oh dear. I was going to take up smoking as a cope. 1 Marlboro light a day...

 

[FlamingCel]

Next time imagine you're an 8 foot tall orc raping an Elven village.

 

[Dionysus]

I want to have a playful snowball fight with a gf

 

[IHateMySelf]

I imagine situtions where I am doing a massive shooting.


Im fuck up.

 

[Ocelot]

This is quintessentially incel

 

[CuriousG]

We are soo far from paradise
Our existence is a joke

 

[BrettyBoy]

Life is a bitch, man.