Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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This video, posted earlier by @NEETAndTidy bothered me deeply, just watching it made me bite my knuckles until they bled.A Mexican policeman was kidnapped, but to make his torment worse, the kidnappers also snatched his son. In the video, the policeman is tortured and then beheaded, while his son is made to watch. Yet that really was just a softy warm-up.
While the youngster is alive and fully conscious, the kidnappers flay his chest and belly until his intestines began to protrude. His lungs extract through the exposed cavities, and the intestines continue to pump in and out of the open abdominal wall from sheer terror, as the flayer smacks the young man to make him check it out. The flayer then cuts his rib cage apart and snaps it open, before slicing up his lungs and ripping out his heart, ending his unspeakable torture and with it, his life. The filleting concludes with the heart being stabbed onto the victim.
Why did they take his son?
Why not just shoot them both?
I wish that I could reverse time, that I could save that kid from having to experience that, that I could comfort him in some way, maybe just hold him for awhile. While I know that stuff like this happens, seeing it, fully processing it has further reinforced my conviction that none of this is worth even just that one person having to experience that level of suffering and horror. Existence means a passive endorsement of this cruelty, and all of our lives are created under the false notion that our happiness, that life itself outweighs the bad in the world. In my mind, the above video alone is proof that this "reasoning" is nothing more than a delusional cope, that as long as you don't have to perceive something yourself, it's alright to live in fantasyland with the lies you've built up to comfort yourself. Fuck that.
Honestly I need to stay away from this shit, it has a nasty affect on me.