I hate this stupid bitch so fucking much, she never really did shit for me besides the basic shit like hug, kiss and feed me and rocked me when I was a baby and fucking fed me
every single time I get into an argument with her she brings up my past and whatnot and says me getting bullied was my fault and I don't mean to sound like a 12 yro femoid in a relationship or anything she tries to guilt trip me and gaslight me using shit that wasn't my fault like me getting bullied and my previous behavior in elementary
I passed all of my classes this year with all A's yup you heard that right I did pretty good for a nigger
she's always angry at me for staying on the computer and xbox all day wondering why i'm not socializing and shit because no one wants to talk to me no one ask me to hang out "oh come to my house man" ect. BITCH I JUST GOT STRAIGHT A'S WHO THE FUCK CARES IF I SIT AROUND ALL DAY! She wants me to stand outside basically and do nothing and get some good vitamins which I have no problem doing my grandmother told me the importance of vitamin D my entire life.
anyways in order for you to get the full scope of things I will tell you some of the shit she has done to me below
Accused me of wiping cum on my clothes
Accused me of moving a chair from the door which i didn't do and we got into a heated argument
Accused me of putting a damn scratch on the fridge
Kept me inside my whole life
Calls me a liar when I deny anything
You get it already and that's not even a fraction of the shit she's done to me
i just cant find much right now because i'm angry
But what really made me make this post was an argument with her just a few hours ago. So I asked my mom if I could walk to the park and she said "not without a bike!" and brought up black people getting shot and saying how i'm loitering for trying to socialize and whatnot when fuck tons of kids my age go there and do drugs under those roof thingies with benches which i'm not there to do drugs as I can find kids there who don't do drugs and hang out with them and whatnot she tells me "THE PAVILION IS FOR PICNICS!" who the fuck is having a picnic here with all of the mosquitos around?
Basically her whole point was you're black and the police are going to shoot you in a group of kids under a pavilion for "loitering" if the police even checked the park there wouldn't be drug dealers selling drugs to the kids and shit under it hell a couple times people have had sex on the fucking benches. People fight there and all of that shit. Like literally 15 kids will be smoking a damn joint under the thing
Anyways I responded with "if only i was born in a different body i wouldn't have to deal with this" i got "you wish you were white?" now i don't really wish i was white because there's no point in longing for something that will never happen so im black and i cant change it so i said "if i was i wouldn't have to deal with the police shooting at me for the dumbest stuff"
now she goes on a rant so im just going to quote her the best that i can "being black is about the struggle i dont understand why you cant relate to your own race and culture its these damn white boys online! if you were around more black people you would have related to being black and not be so awkward!" I will make another thread about the whole black "culture" thing soon but this is about my bitch mom and i want to keep this thread as short as i can keep it while getting my emotions out even if no one reads it... i think it will help me just a little bit anywhos
anyways i bring up her statement about the whole being around black people and say "i would have had a higher chance of ending up a criminal at an early age" and she brings up some shit about black people just now going to college so i told her to look at the statistic
Tldr ver: bitch mom is proud to be black and tries to push it on me
