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It's Over Valentine's day check in megathread

Kirito3

Kirito3

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My school erected a monument to the victims of NC in the student union, and Stacies are taking selfies with it.
 
oh. I'm rotting in obscurity, like I do every valentine's day. Never received any rose, any letter, or any gay shit like that. Only pain and frustration
 
Valentine’s Day is a holiday made for marketing so companies can get more money. Also jfl at taking a single day out of a year to flaunt to everyone how much you love someone else.
 
The amount of couples going on walks and just sitting next to each other in the park is suifuel.

There was a hoard of people at the Uni square and as I was on the bus, I wondered how many people would die if the bus driver plowed through them tbh.

Want to rope more than ever.
 
Valentine’s Day is a holiday made for marketing so companies can get more money. Also jfl at taking a single day out of a year to flaunt to everyone how much you love someone else.

Valentine’s Day lost its meaning(if it ever had one). Even porn sites are captailizing on people. How can this still be a holiday if people tricking themselves to think relationships are the majority. This can’t be disputed. It’s a Shitty day in my eyes.
 
It’s just like every other day for me, rotting.

kill me
 
Yesterday a girl at the store was trying to get people to buy some expensive heart shaped box of chocolates. Whenever a guy would pass by her she'd smile and ask, but when I passed by her she was looking away. I prefer to think it was a coincidence rather than her inability to keep a straight face when trying to imply I had someone to buy a gift for on Valentine's day.
 
I forgot it was valentines day lul
 
I got my copes at hand today. Great food, lots of drinks, and plenty of vidya lined up for the night. Fuck everything and everyone else :feelzez:
 
I am rotting.
 
i don't let a number dictate my life
 
Not only is it Valentine's day but I've also lost my phone and have had to buy a new phone, honestly fuck this world.
 
went to the gym. Thats all I did
 
did nothing at work all day, did some workouts during lunch, went straight home, and now going to bed early
 
Saw some brutal heightpill today:feelsrope:
 
Yesterday a girl at the store was trying to get people to buy some expensive heart shaped box of chocolates. Whenever a guy would pass by her she'd smile and ask, but when I passed by her she was looking away. I prefer to think it was a coincidence rather than her inability to keep a straight face when trying to imply I had someone to buy a gift for on Valentine's day.
Over
Wagecucked all day
Wish i was. Keep my mind off
 
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My school erected a monument to the victims of NC in the student union, and Stacies are taking selfies with it.
I asked out my looksmatched neighbor last month, she said no because too stressful for her to date someone so near,

she's at home alone,
i'm at home alone

JFL at the state of this sociey
 
Valentines day the day in which the beautiful people mostly the pretty girls will receive tons of validation and affection just because they were born beautiful, it´s so superficial nothing about romance JUST looks.
 
idk today was actually better than most.. because blackpill flares up in some people. Visible frustration from some males at my college today in relation to valentines day. Alerting the ugly people it's over.
 
Well, as soon as woke up i played bloodborne all day long until this very moment.
 
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"I would've stopped it if I was there... On second thought!"
 
Thank god I was working all day. Nobody asked me about my plans either.
 
tripping on acid right now. Feels good
 
I'll offer.

At age six, I spent much time visiting fanfiction.net and reading Dragon Ball fanfiction stories, some of which could be considered "literotica".
Literally(Non-Jokingly):

I was homeschooled due to health problems and bullying, which meant I sat in isolation daily while my parents constantly argued and hit each-other. My father would unlock our house door after work each day and start violent confrontations with Mother. I'd sit in my room and fidget while they were arguing.
As such, I was never properly educated by Mother(Writing practice was the most she offered to me) and so I educated myself by reading any interesting books I could find, which included a nursing reference my maternal grandmother gave Mother and pocket dictionaries. When I visited my paternal grandparents, I'd sometimes read health-related articles online and fanfiction.
As a young child(Six-Seven), I spent time using the computer at my paternal grandparent's house to read fanfiction and edit Pokemon ROMS using AdvanceMap, YAPE, and, to a much lesser extent, XSE(Downloaded from WhackAHack). I modified Pokemon Emerald and created a "Rayquaza Village". When I saw my older cousin(Fifteen) playing Super Mario 64 on his PSP, I searched online and discovered the "hard mod" method for installing custom firmware on Playstation devices(Preferred "Lime CFW" softmod. Emulation is how I learned about basic concepts of networking like "WAN" and "LAN"(I used Hamachi VPN to engage in net-play). I recall standing in a book store near Southridge Mall and deliberately searching for game programming books. This was how I learned of the language "C++" and its use for Wiibrew games.
Yes. At the age of six, I recall reading Dragon Ball fanfiction online.

It was about GT Trunks, and Son Pan. GT Trunks had sexual intercourse with Pan, and bit her. He later competed with GT Gohan so he could claim her.

"It was symbolic. The Prince sought to claim her, and bond with her sexually and emotionally"

There was much sexual tension.
Except intellectually...I paced the basement reading fanfiction and stimming, when I wasn't upstairs having daily sexual fantasies.

(Thank you)
I used to read sexual Dragon Ball fanfiction as a young child, some of which was atypical.
Indeed. I remember the days of dial-up quite well - AOL was used by my relatives, and I relied on Hamachi for net-play on emulators when I was a young child.
I also read romantic Dragon Ball fanfiction...
Yes. I was active on fanfiction sites in those years, reading about Dragon Ball stories.
Yes. Dragon Ball online ads, Bearshare, Limewire, Torrent sites, et cetera...
I'm itching, which means the Mirtazapine is taking effect..

I coped with knowledge qas a young child by reading encyclopedias, dictionaries, et cetera...I spent hours in the basement reading fanfiction and playing with emulators/hex editors.
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I acquired my romantic notions from reading fanfiction when I was a child and stimulating my lips with the palm of my right hand.
When I was a young child, I used to read fanfiction often. The romantic struggling in those fanfiction stories made me view it as a competition.
Yes. I'm an autistic male who spent each day reading fanfiction or visiting relatives.
I had only one as a young child, and my childhood was blackpilled in more severe ways.

I spent most of my time reading encyclopedias and fanfiction. My parents were violent, and would argue often, with them either kicking me or choking me out of shame for my ASD symptoms.
My ASD-related systemizing made me spend hours examining books, puzzles, trains, connecting blocks, toy kitchen sets, et cetera...
When I was a young child, I was able to sit alone in the basement using connector blocks or modify a PSP I had available to play ROMs and Windows Vista stock music.
Fidgeting or using toy sets, which was already included.

As a young child, I spent most of my time on Internet sites like NationStates, reading fanfiction, or using AdvanceMap with an emulator.
 
Our story begins in 2013. Intellau was 15, and Shannon was 12. It's a story of inequality in group therapy.

I was an anxious fifteen-year-old with MDD and GAD. Each day, I was filled with crippling anxiety/"hazy depression" and would often start "shaking" on the way to group therapy. They gave me stress balls so I would stop fidgeting with my hands during therapy time. Still, the group psychologist considered me "NT" and often criticized me for my failure to make eye contact with other people in the room/failure to speak to other group youth(Social cue problems).

Shannon Rose Bosanac was a twelve-year-old with "social anxiety" and "depression". During group therapy, I was told to speak to Shannon, which was ignored because she preferred a taller, older boy over me and sat near him daily. The psychologists eventually switched Shannon to another group out of concern for her "progress"(They believed I was "negatively influencing" her by behaving in accordance with my illnesses); Shannon would mimic my neuro-atypical gestures to get attention.
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Connector Blocks, cords, Lincoln Logs, Encyclopedia Collection, Dictionary.
No Game Boy Color or Game Boy Advance?
Flute, Etch-A-Sketch


That was for my grandmother's Compaq business PC. I spent hours modifying ROMs and using emulators like Dolphin, VBA-link, NoGBA,

Whackahack(Pre-2010), torrents, Shoddy Battle, et cetera... (EasyMouseJoy, N64 emulators to play Kirby Crystal Shards 64, SSB with Kaillera).
I used MUGEN and Hamachi at this age as well.
I used to enjoy playing with train sets as well.

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I coped with knowledge qas a young child by reading encyclopedias, dictionaries, et cetera...I spent hours in the basement reading fanfiction and playing with emulators/hex editors.
I had a cheap plastic flute when I was a young child. I used it sometimes. I generally coped with encyclopedias, maps, and medical books, however.



The protagonist of our story is a man named "Aspie John" and involves a woman named "Anxious Jane".

Aspie John meets Anxious Jane in "High School".

Anxious Jane is in Special Ed for severe anxiety, and so is Aspie John. Aspie John and Anxious Jane appear to have some mutual attraction at times, given Anxious Jane would always make the same "anxious" hand-fiddling gestures as Aspie John and would wear a shirt with his favorite color: "Blue". When Aspie John dropped a stack of homework sheets on one occasion, Anxious Jane wrote a "message" for him on her sheet the very next day.

Anxious Jane, however, always manages to next to the tallest kid in the room, which is odd given he sits alone in an otherwise empty row of desks. When Tall Kid helps the teacher pick up classroom litter, Anxious Jane suddenly bolts up and quickly joins them. Aspie John remains seated due to anxiety. After some time, Tall Kid starts to sit with other kids in the classroom, leaving Anxious Jane sitting alone each day. He sits across from Aspie John.

Three years later...

Aspie John and Anxious Jane are in different Special Ed classrooms. Anxious Jane speaks of wanting to be in a "relationship" with Aspie John. There is a catch, however: Anxious Jane regularly wears ponytails and make-up for the Tall Kid in her new classroom. She would flirt with this man in class(Which frustrated her teacher) and would also chat with him over text and social media, all while sometimes making friendly gestures towards Aspie John in passing through the hallway.

On a certain occasion, though, Aspie John encounters Anxious Jane in a hospital lab waiting room. Anxious Jane makes "romantic" gestures towards Aspie John. Aspie John, being a very coy man, is reluctant to approach Anxious Jane. As he prepares to approach her, he recalls her heavy flirtation with Tall Kid in her new classroom. He also remembers hearing her teacher say, "Why is Anxious Jane flirting with Tall Kid? She already has a boyfriend."

He then decides to ignore her and covers himself with a hoodie.

A few days later, Aspie John overhears a teacher speaking of himself and Anxious Jane - "He's so sensitive! Oh my goodness! They were just joking!" - Note that this is after months of flirting and closeness between Anxious Jane and Tall Kid. Shortly after that, Anxious Jane flirts with Tall Kid in her classroom, telling him "P-Please don't call my phone number".

An interesting story of "signals" and cues, yes?


Correct. Let me continue with the story of Aspie John:

In Special Ed, Aspie John was referred to the school psychologist. The school psychologist, who also saw Anxious Jane, encouraged Aspie John to speak to Anxious Jane.

"You should speak to Jane!"(S.P)

"I'm not sure..."(A.J)

"Try speaking to Anxious Jane! She would love to have someone to speak to!"(S.P)

"Okay, I think I'll try..."(A.J)

Aspie John would go home anxiously each day and think incessantly of his fellow classmates. He would feel very, depressed, jittery and uncomfortable due to a restless mind. Thinking of Anxious Jane only worsened it.

The teacher criticized Aspie John several times for his inability to socialize with Anxious Jane, who had little problem socializing with kids at social clubs she attended. She would criticize Aspie John's statements of "Managing his classroom anxiety" yet constantly gave Anxious Jane exemptions for her inability to recount her night(The teacher would ask everyone about it daily).

Furthermore, Anxious Jane was desired by nearly every male in the class. Aspie John was ignored to the extent of needing the teacher(Or, on one occasion, the Hispanic kid) to do class activities. One boy quickly sat near Anxious Jane and wrapped his arms around her during a class project.

"Jane, It's okay sweetie. Come pair with me."

As for the "speaking", Anxious Jane's hand-fiddling gestures, as well as her decision to mimic several of Aspie John's other avoidant behaviors, led to criticism from the Phys. Ed teacher, who said:

"Jane was playing with her hands instead of working on her activities. I think we have a dynamic there. Keep that in check."

Anxious Jane then frowned at Aspie John and started coming to school without her glasses(To impress Tall Kid).

Aspie John was also switched to other classroom duties after Anxious Jane wrote her "message" to him via homework.

A certain (respectable) Hispanic boy said of Jane:

"Is Jane still going to be in our classroom?"(He asked this after Aspie John was told that he would remain in the current classroom; unprovoked information)

"No. She'll be switched into the other classroom."(Teacher)

Anxious Jane stopped coming to school until she was switched into another classroom for reasons unknown to Aspie John. She was, of course, shifting to Option #1: Tall Kid.

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why is there a valentine's day but not an intellau's day?

blatant prejudice jfl
 

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