RageFuel Using alcohol as a sedative for anger

[TheGoodGuy]

For nearly a year I have been using alcohol (ethanol) as a sedative for my anger all because of girls, in the beginning I used it only a couple times a month when the anger was real bad but it´s just hard to ignore the anger especially when out grocery shopping even on that 1 hour walk I will see dozens of slutty girls wearing their yoga pants/tights and tight shirts they might as well be wearing body paint!

And in the summer it´s even worse when they start to strip down and show as much skin as possible in their small tops and hotpants they are just compelled to show as much skin to tease and provoke as many guys as possible, honestly I don´t know if I will survive this summer I was suppose to quit drinking and start tapering off benzos and since I haven´t left my appartment for the last 2 days I wasn´t angry but I had to do my laundry today and saw several slutty girls already starting to wear their hotpants showing their smooth legs for sexual validation so I gave in and bought some beer in which I saw more sluts.

So since the last year especially the last few months I have been drinking several times a week to hide my anger, it´s not that alcohol has made me more angry it´s the same as before the only difference is I use it as a sedative like any other drug people would use to calm them down, benzos are for my anxiety they don´t help on my anger at all I need to feel sedated in order not to be angry and all because of the sluttiness of girls and it was bad enough in the colder month but now it´s summer I don´t know if I will make it, how can my psychiatrist want me to quit using a drug (alcohol) which makes me less angry I don´t get it, but of course she shouldn´t know I am as angry as I am since I hide it inside for the most part, so to sum it up I have pretty much become an alcoholic just to ease my anger towards girls and also the world but that is for another topic.

 

[SelfCrucified]

I agree with you about sluts walking around town. They really have no shame.


She wants you to quit because the combination of alcohol and benzos work synergistically and make it much easier to fatally poison yourself than if you were taking just one at a time. I would advise you to be very careful with your drug intake.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I agree with you about sluts walking around town. They really have no shame.


She wants you to quit because the combination of alcohol and benzos work synergistically and make it much easier to fatally poison yourself than if you were taking just one at a time. I would advise you to be very careful with your drug intake.

But it´s the only way to calm me down otherwise I am going to end up as your signature.

 

[SelfCrucified]

But it´s the only way to calm me down otherwise I am going to end up as your signature.

Yea it might be really hard to kick either one tbh. idk what you can do to make it easier to cope ngl.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Yea it might be really hard to kick either one tbh. idk what you can do to make it easier to cope ngl.

Suicide, but it´s not easy but it´s a way out I suffer from a dozen physical and mental problems several are chronical ones so they can´t get better.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

@ionlycopenow @FinnCel

 

[hurdleafterhurdle]

For nearly a year I have been using alcohol (ethanol) as a sedative for my anger all because of girls, in the beginning I used it only a couple times a month when the anger was real bad but it´s just hard to ignore the anger especially when out grocery shopping even on that 1 hour walk I will see dozens of slutty girls wearing their yoga pants/tights and tight shirts they might as well be wearing body paint!

And in the summer it´s even worse when they start to strip down and show as much skin as possible in their small tops and hotpants they are just compelled to show as much skin to tease and provoke as many guys as possible, honestly I don´t know if I will survive this summer I was suppose to quit drinking and start tapering off benzos and since I haven´t left my appartment for the last 2 days I wasn´t angry but I had to do my laundry today and saw several slutty girls already starting to wear their hotpants showing their smooth legs for sexual validation so I gave in and bought some beer in which I saw more sluts.

So since the last year especially the last few months I have been drinking several times a week to hide my anger, it´s not that alcohol has made me more angry it´s the same as before the only difference is I use it as a sedative like any other drug people would use to calm them down, benzos are for my anxiety they don´t help on my anger at all I need to feel sedated in order not to be angry and all because of the sluttiness of girls and it was bad enough in the colder month but now it´s summer I don´t know if I will make it, how can my psychiatrist want me to quit using a drug (alcohol) which makes me less angry I don´t get it, but of course she shouldn´t know I am as angry as I am since I hide it inside for the most part, so to sum it up I have pretty much become an alcoholic just to ease my anger towards girls and also the world but that is for another topic.

Noooo inkwell we have a RIGHT to show off our looks or to be open and free and feel hot, it's not indecent, it's empowered! :soygirl:

Seriously though, women are so inconsiderate. Some men just want to forget about sex and pretend they're ace, like me, and they don't give a shit. It's about them doing as they please and we're supposed to control ourselves. Never mind that they have next to no self control with hot guys or in doing polygamy, or that fighting natural urges is unhealthy and shit.

They are making our lives harder on the basis that sex is a want and not a need. Well, whether it's a steak or the latest GTA, if you dangle it in front of me with a fishing rod 24/7 then you shouldn't get mad when I reach out for it or stare at you (interested, disgusted, or annoyed, maybe indifferent).

No, it's not about objective sexiness, it's all about subjective fuck-you-I-do-what-I-want attitude of women. (Which as I have said stems from 1970s African American feminism).

Women are hypocrites in this regard, choosing to deny objective reality for what they want to be true, a world where women basically have an on-off switch for looking sexy regardless of if they dress in ten layers or in 0.1 layers.

It infuriates me slightly, makeup is another big pain in my arse/pet peeve as well because it also affects this just like clothing choice, but much less. I'll make a topic.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Noooo inkwell we have a RIGHT to show off our looks or to be open and free and feel hot, it's not indecent, it's empowered! :soygirl:

Seriously though, women are so inconsiderate. Some men just want to forget about sex and pretend they're ace, like me, and they don't give a shit. It's about them doing as they please and we're supposed to control ourselves. Never mind that they have next to no self control with hot guys or in doing polygamy, or that fighting natural urges is unhealthy and shit.

They are making our lives harder on the basis that sex is a want and not a need. Well, whether it's a steak or the latest GTA, if you dangle it in front of me with a fishing rod 24/7 then you shouldn't get mad when I reach out for it or stare at you (interested, disgusted, or annoyed, maybe indifferent).

No, it's not about objective sexiness, it's all about subjective fuck-you-I-do-what-I-want attitude of women. (Which as I have said stems from 1970s African American feminism).

Women are hypocrites in this regard, choosing to deny objective reality for what they want to be true, a world where women basically have an on-off switch for looking sexy regardless of if they dress in ten layers or in 0.1 layers.

It infuriates me slightly, makeup is another big pain in my arse/pet peeve as well because it also affects this just like clothing choice, but much less. I'll make a topic.

High IQ response.

Some men just want to forget about sex

Especially this I can relate to, if I could just go on one walk while on my way to grocery shopping I wouldn´t be angry at all and since I am not getting any I just want to forget about it after all ignorance is bliss

 

[ionlycopenow]

I used to be the same, but it only made me angrier. I punched alot of holes in walls and all that. Nowadays, I just do it to LDAR and feel good for a minute.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I used to be the same, but it only made me angrier. I punched alot of holes in walls and all that. Nowadays, I just do it to LDAR and feel good for a minute.

It´s the different from me, in my teen years I got angry and lashed out at things at punched walls, threw stuff even broke a door once at a friend´s friend place although using brass knuckles.

To me alcohol is a sedative to make me less angry just like in psychiatric wards they will use their "legal" drugs to sedate a violent prisoner, I am not just doing this for me...

 

[FinnCel]

@ionlycopenow @FinnCel

I just binged 4 grams of weed ngl

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I just binged 4 grams of weed ngl

Weed nowadays just give my anxiety, only alcohol gets me sedated

 

[FrailPaleStaleMale]

Alcohol is god tier drug

 

[FinnCel]

Weed nowadays just give my anxiety, only alcohol gets me sedated

Damn, bro
Try them at the same time, alcohol overrides weed anxiety

 

[Numb]

drugs > drinks

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Damn, bro
Try them at the same time, alcohol overrides weed anxiety

I tried that over a week and it didn´t override the anxiety.

drugs > drinks

I always hated alcohol and still do back before I got anxiety weed was so good no comedown or hangover it was just fun, and the second time of MDMA was one of the best times of my life.

Alcohol is god tier drug

Tolerance just sucks I have drank like 6-7 beers and still not drunk when I was 23 I would be ready for bed or throw up after 5-6 beers and I am 26 years old now.

 

[CrackingYs]

Alcohol addiction is a slippery slope. By the time you know you have a real problem it is already almost too late. Noone will tell you you're an alcoholic either, but they'll know.

 

[FinnCel]

I tried that over a week and it didn´t override the anxiety.

Damn bro
It at least worked for me so I thought it might help you

 

[Deleted member 22999]

Does it have that effect on anger? I’ve never drank liquor before but I am very chronically angry so it might be worth looking into

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Damn bro
It at least worked for me so I thought it might help you

Yeah I don´t know what the fuck is wrong with me I used to smoke 100g of hash a month on and off from I was 16-20 but after I have stopped for 4 years and tried again I just got anxiety from it btw I got generalized anxiety when I was like 22 years old so pretty much every drug gives me anxiety except alcohol so a year ago I tried smoking while also drinking but still got anxiety from the Cannabis.

Does it have that effect on anger? I’ve never drank liquor before but I am very chronically angry so it might be worth looking into

Well every drug (alcohol included) affect people differently some get angry when they drink and wanna fight but for me it helps with my anger but I think there are too many downsides to drinking alcohol mostly the hangover it´s fucking annoying I miss smoking weed it´s seriously the best drug when it comes to pro´s and con´s you only feel good and there is no hangover the day after at most you will feel sluggish if you smoked a lot the night before.

 

[Antisocialloner]

Alcohol fuels my anger like gas on fire.

 

[Tenshi]

idk it kinda fucks your health a little bit

 

[Animecel2D]

Alcohol is always pleasant and calming whenever I have it

 

[FinnCel]

Yeah I don´t know what the fuck is wrong with me I used to smoke 100g of hash a month on and off from I was 16-20 but after I have stopped for 4 years and tried again I just got anxiety from it btw I got generalized anxiety when I was like 22 years old so pretty much every drug gives me anxiety except alcohol so a year ago I tried smoking while also drinking but still got anxiety from the Cannabis.

Do you get painful heart palpations? I used to when I started smoking weed

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Do you get painful heart palpations? I used to when I started smoking weed

No I never did related to smoking weed and never had the painful heart palpatations.

 

[MartinLutherCoon]

i just drink to enjoy music more tbh and smoke cigarettes.
smoking feels really good when you're drunk

 

[FinnCel]

No I never did related to smoking weed and never had the painful heart palpatations.

Those are the worst types of weed experiences I've had. One time I think thought I legit damaged my heart, I thought it exploded and every pump my heart made was painful as fuck.
Then for the next weeny heart hurt like a mother fuckers

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Those are the worst types of weed experiences I've had. One time I think thought I legit damaged my heart, I thought it exploded and every pump my heart made was painful as fuck.
Then for the next weeny heart hurt like a mother fuckers

Sounds very odd I have never heard anything like that from people smoking weed.

 

[FinnCel]

Sounds very odd I have never heard anything like that from people smoking weed.

I don’t get it anymore.
Also I Googled it, there are many cases like this actually

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I don’t get it anymore.
Also I Googled it, there are many cases like this actually

Weird I wonder what causes it since most people don´t get when smoking weed.

 

[andinocel]

Alcohol does the opposite for me...it spikes my energy levels and makes me hyper focus. Weed does the same thing. I’m weird

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Alcohol does the opposite for me...it spikes my energy levels and makes me hyper focus. Weed does the same thing. I’m weird

Well drugs affect people differently.

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Alcohol is god tier drug

I want to try it someday ngl

 

[Deleted member 17719]

Alcohol makes me enjoy socialising with humans, I dislike humans when I am sober

 

[FrailPaleStaleMale]

I want to try it someday ngl

It's hard to imagine someone never having tried it..it's worth it.

 

[FinnCel]

Weird I wonder what causes it since most people don´t get when smoking weed.

I think it's the fact that initially weed raises your heart rate a bit, then you start to think about it and get a panic attack which raises the heart rate even more.
However, I don't know why it was so painful. They weren't normal heart beats, they actually hurt

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I think it's the fact that initially weed raises your heart rate a bit, then you start to think about it and get a panic attack which raises the heart rate even more.
However, I don't know why it was so painful. They weren't normal heart beats, they actually hurt

Yeah that could maybe explain it.