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twascilk99
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I never do it. You won't catch me taking selfies in a hundred years, I never appeared in a class photo because I did not agree to have photos taken of me, ever since primary school. I despise how I look so much I became detached from it, my mind is fighting the idea that this is in fact me whenever I look in the mirror. My mind learned to force a delusion that I'm free of the flaws, just to help me cope, i think it's a defense mechanism after so many years of avoidance, misery and bad treatment. And I learned to embrace it and "play the cards I've been dealt". I'm delusional often, i play out "cutscenes" in my head, theres hardly any spontaneity to the (still absolute minimal) social contact I have with people my age. Enough said I'm diagnosed with multiple disorders. All being the result, not the cause.
first time in years i used my front cam.
It's mfckn over. I lost my last hope today I guess.
first time in years i used my front cam.
It's mfckn over. I lost my last hope today I guess.