Giracel
destroyed on the trail
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There was a couple that was sitting next to each other and eating together. It was a very basic white guy with one of those smol innocent pony tail Asian girls. I know for sure that the girl was a freshman, and the guy probably was as well. Meanwhile I am in my last semester, struggling through classes alone.
Seeing them there was so horrible because it reminded me of the exact type of female that I wanted before I understood that I was supposed to be attracted to a larger butt and curvier body in general. When I was younger I more so valued this "smol & cute" phenotype, and actually that girl reminded me a lot of my HS oneitis… very brutal sighting altogether. Meanwhile sitting next to me were two chuds discussing the hard problem of consciousness. Whole thing was a complete fever dream.
Seeing them there was so horrible because it reminded me of the exact type of female that I wanted before I understood that I was supposed to be attracted to a larger butt and curvier body in general. When I was younger I more so valued this "smol & cute" phenotype, and actually that girl reminded me a lot of my HS oneitis… very brutal sighting altogether. Meanwhile sitting next to me were two chuds discussing the hard problem of consciousness. Whole thing was a complete fever dream.





