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[Ellsworth]

Just wanted to update you guys on some things in my life...cuz no one irl cares enough about me to ask.

Will start with life fuel, gyms are now open so Saturday morning I will go workout for first time in weeks. Then later I will go visit one of my few friends.

Thought there was more life fuel but can’t remember it right now. Oh yeah, still on no porn. Feels better everyday. I think my dick and ED are improving. I recall last night/early morning noticing some raging boners while in bed. Very rare for me. Still jerk it occasionally but less and not to porn.

suicide fuel is that someone triggered my depression with a shitty email to me at work. Then things snow balled. When I feel bad I tend to fuck up more and more and act autistic. I’m not full into depression but more than I’ve had in months. But I feel the workout should help. Also I missed out on the profits of the Reddit stocks, so that sucks but whatever.

Hope you boyos enjoy your weekend.

 

[Deleted member 31630]

Nice updates. Too bad about that email, i’m sensitive with what people say so i can see why it could’ve ticked you off.

i suppose i’ll update u too. i have a creative writing class, but it’s the last week starting monday, so everything is due friday. i have to write a fuckin’ newspaper column and my creative piece: about 1200 words of song lyrics, and then i have to sing them. Suicidefuel tbh. no lifefuel except that it’ll all be over after friday .

 

[Ellsworth]

Nice updates. Too bad about that email, i’m sensitive with what people say so i can see why it could’ve ticked you off.

i suppose i’ll update u too. i have a creative writing class, but it’s the last week starting monday, so everything is due friday. i have to write a fuckin’ newspaper column and my creative piece: about 1200 words of song lyrics, and then i have to sing them. Suicidefuel tbh. no lifefuel except that it’ll all be over after friday .

I was always a strong writer so that wouldn’t bother me but singing when you’re not a singer is terrible. Best of luck to you.

 

[your personality]

Just wanted to update you guys on some things in my life...cuz no one irl cares enough about me to ask.

Will start with life fuel, gyms are now open so Saturday morning I will go workout for first time in weeks. Then later I will go visit one of my few friends.

Thought there was more life fuel but can’t remember it right now. Oh yeah, still on no porn. Feels better everyday. I think my dick and ED are improving. I recall last night/early morning noticing some raging boners while in bed. Very rare for me. Still jerk it occasionally but less and not to porn.

suicide fuel is that someone triggered my depression with a shitty email to me at work. Then things snow balled. When I feel bad I tend to fuck up more and more and act autistic. I’m not full into depression but more than I’ve had in months. But I feel the workout should help. Also I missed out on the profits of the Reddit stocks, so that sucks but whatever.

Hope you boyos enjoy your weekend.

Unwelcome emails or notices can really get you down tbh
And like you posted things just snow ball from there until you finally get to relax on the weekend.

i have a creative writing class, but it’s the last week starting monday, so everything is due friday. i have to write a fuckin’ newspaper column and my creative piece: about 1200 words of song lyrics, and then i have to sing them. Suicidefuel tbh. no lifefuel except that it’ll all be over after friday .

Ragefuel tbh

 

[cucksaar]

Exercise is lifefuel, great that you can go the gym again!

 

[InMyCellInHell]

Just wanted to update you guys on some things in my life...cuz no one irl cares enough about me to ask.

Will start with life fuel, gyms are now open so Saturday morning I will go workout for first time in weeks. Then later I will go visit one of my few friends.

Thought there was more life fuel but can’t remember it right now. Oh yeah, still on no porn. Feels better everyday. I think my dick and ED are improving. I recall last night/early morning noticing some raging boners while in bed. Very rare for me. Still jerk it occasionally but less and not to porn.

suicide fuel is that someone triggered my depression with a shitty email to me at work. Then things snow balled. When I feel bad I tend to fuck up more and more and act autistic. I’m not full into depression but more than I’ve had in months. But I feel the workout should help. Also I missed out on the profits of the Reddit stocks, so that sucks but whatever.

Hope you boyos enjoy your weekend.

Glad you're doing ok man. Good luck and keep us posted with more updates.

 

[Haywire]

i like your stories.

 

[Ellsworth]

i like your stories.

Not sure if serious. Probably not but that’s ok.

 

[Haywire]

Not sure if serious. Probably not but that’s ok.

i like them