Venting Update on my life

[The Supreme Goyim]

Hey guys, been a month or two since I was last active on here, wanted to give a brief life update to see if anyone actually gives a fuck.

I've been in and out of depressive episodes this last while, working out, playing video games. I've been musclemaxxing, working out about 2 hours every day for the past couple months, I've gotten down to about my goals, I can see the top two of my abs faintly through a small layer of fat, probably around 17% bodyfat, getting bulky lean, more Arnold Schwarzenegger than the twinks women actually like.

Anyways, I thought I disabled my account a month or two ago, guess I didn't do it properly or something idk, kinda thankful it didn't delete, thought that if I separated myself from the incel community I could have a chance at becoming a sexhaving normie, guess once a incel always a incel lmao.

I thought I was gonna start a temp job until I move, could get some money, sadly the entire job market is cucked, I applied early March, got a interview mid March, they said they'd call me back, they did around early April, I've been in a state of constant useless questionnaires and background checks this past two weeks, evidently I need like people to verify my past addresses, bad thing is I barely had any actual friends or even people I knew who could vouch for me, one of my past co workers flaked on me, and one of my friends and old co workers won't answer their fucking Snapchat, I got a deadline to resubmit it or else I'm fucked by my first day of actually working soon. All for a temporary job for a few months, worst fucking part is I applied in December and they rejected it, but I applied again when I saw it got reposted.

Fuck my chud life bros

 

[JesusChristReborn]

Working out and trying to become a normie is faggotry, or at least it would be for me. As a man of struggle, one's mind is too precious to waste on the degradation of normalcy, and one will come to realize the body is but a superficial vessel, and actual value comes in clarity and strength of the mind. Smarts > strength every time.

Then again, real intelligence only ever leads to a life of misery and isolation, so honestly, who am I to judge someone for dumbing themself down, and finding happiness in the simplicity of stupidity.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

thought that if I separated myself from the incel community I could have a chance at becoming a sexhaving normie

So you hate us?

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

So you hate us?

Never once said that, just schizo, thought yall or aleast master are a buncha feds.

Also figured I might try normie maxxing, got super depressing tho.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Never once said that, just schizo, thought yall or aleast master are a buncha feds.

We are not feds, we are your friends

 

[The Supreme Goyim]

We are not feds, we are your friends

Definitely, glory to bibi netanyahu

 

[no love found]

Hey guys, been a month or two since I was last active on here, wanted to give a brief life update to see if anyone actually gives a fuck.

I've been in and out of depressive episodes this last while, working out, playing video games. I've been musclemaxxing, working out about 2 hours every day for the past couple months, I've gotten down to about my goals, I can see the top two of my abs faintly through a small layer of fat, probably around 17% bodyfat, getting bulky lean, more Arnold Schwarzenegger than the twinks women actually like.

Anyways, I thought I disabled my account a month or two ago, guess I didn't do it properly or something idk, kinda thankful it didn't delete, thought that if I separated myself from the incel community I could have a chance at becoming a sexhaving normie, guess once a incel always a incel lmao.

I thought I was gonna start a temp job until I move, could get some money, sadly the entire job market is cucked, I applied early March, got a interview mid March, they said they'd call me back, they did around early April, I've been in a state of constant useless questionnaires and background checks this past two weeks, evidently I need like people to verify my past addresses, bad thing is I barely had any actual friends or even people I knew who could vouch for me, one of my past co workers flaked on me, and one of my friends and old co workers won't answer their fucking Snapchat, I got a deadline to resubmit it or else I'm fucked by my first day of actually working soon. All for a temporary job for a few months, worst fucking part is I applied in December and they rejected it, but I applied again when I saw it got reposted.

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Fuck my chud life bros

Hey bro you got it! I relate. It may or may not get better but you always need to tell yourself it will

 

[electricSon90]

Normiemaxxing ain't the way, on the other hand, respect the gym dedication. I couldn't do that.