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My first appointment at the welfare center the woman I was sat with just sat there smirking for ten minutes whilst doing stuff on the computer, asking for my details here and there and then after the ten minutes of silence said "it's been a pleasure meeting you" which just made the situation even more awkward and weirder.
My second appointment I went to was a redo of the first one because I didn't claim the welfare because I didn't know I was able to after that appointment because I didnt know literally anything about what was going on seeing as the woman just sat there silently smirking for ten minutes. The second appointment was with a man and this entire interaction... was an actual interaction. It was a ten minute or longer conversation about my work, health and money situation and he gave me all the information I could have asked for including the fact that I could have collected my money months earlier and I wanted to ask what the fuck the last appointment I had was all about but I didn't even know how to.
Another story I have is, in school, the teacher I had who was head of the subject I was doing once a week would spend the entire day going round the classroom to have a conversation with every student in the class about the work. Many times the teacher spoke to literally everyone in the class apart from me and this guy I always sat next to and spoke to.
In a lesson after this that I had with another teacher he asked what me and this teacher spoke about and I just went silent having no idea what to say plus the rest of the classroom was dead silent whilst this teacher was speaking to me which made me feel even more awkward so I just ended up muttering under my breath that I couldn't remember what we had spoke about. It was an embarrassing moment at the time.
Unexplainable experiences lead you to not being able to talk about things with other people. You can't have a basic normal conversation with someone about how your life's going because all of it is confusing and abnormal.
"Oh, how did your appointment at the welfare center go?"
"The woman just sat there in silence smirking whilst typing on a screen and I sat there doing nothing"
"So are you able to claim the money yet?"
"I don't know."
Do you see what I mean by unexplainable experiences? And I have many many more.
Making this thread because I'm wondering if anyone else can relate to this.
My second appointment I went to was a redo of the first one because I didn't claim the welfare because I didn't know I was able to after that appointment because I didnt know literally anything about what was going on seeing as the woman just sat there silently smirking for ten minutes. The second appointment was with a man and this entire interaction... was an actual interaction. It was a ten minute or longer conversation about my work, health and money situation and he gave me all the information I could have asked for including the fact that I could have collected my money months earlier and I wanted to ask what the fuck the last appointment I had was all about but I didn't even know how to.
Another story I have is, in school, the teacher I had who was head of the subject I was doing once a week would spend the entire day going round the classroom to have a conversation with every student in the class about the work. Many times the teacher spoke to literally everyone in the class apart from me and this guy I always sat next to and spoke to.
In a lesson after this that I had with another teacher he asked what me and this teacher spoke about and I just went silent having no idea what to say plus the rest of the classroom was dead silent whilst this teacher was speaking to me which made me feel even more awkward so I just ended up muttering under my breath that I couldn't remember what we had spoke about. It was an embarrassing moment at the time.
Unexplainable experiences lead you to not being able to talk about things with other people. You can't have a basic normal conversation with someone about how your life's going because all of it is confusing and abnormal.
"Oh, how did your appointment at the welfare center go?"
"The woman just sat there in silence smirking whilst typing on a screen and I sat there doing nothing"
"So are you able to claim the money yet?"
"I don't know."
Do you see what I mean by unexplainable experiences? And I have many many more.
Making this thread because I'm wondering if anyone else can relate to this.
