I got punked/humiliated in all kinds of ways and never started a fight or even made a scene back in secondary school and still do to this day. First year I would throw autism tantrums and actually stick up for myself but after that I became a BITCH all of a sudden. I got into several scuffles on my first year of secondary school even though I never won then after I would just let anything happen to me. I don’t think it had anything to do with being a pussy initially.
It’s when I started trying to be everybody’s friend. When I was still getting pissed at everybody nobody liked me. I was seen as the lowest of the low retard and generally disliked. After that I slowly blamed myself and tried to act normal so I could make friends. Then it became a habit and I would try to make friends with everyone. You know what happens next. I’m definitely still a coward, but that habit of assuming that everybody is a friend is the worst habit I’ve acquired yet. If you’re a retard this is will just lead to you getting punked all the time. I’d get kick me signs stuck to my back, I’d get made fun of loads of times and never go into irrational tard rage because of my newly acquired high inhib.
Not trusting anybody and always being on edge is basic common sense but there’s more to it then that. As a retard/subhuman you need to stay aggressive and always act out. Just don’t think ever and return to your tard roots. Otherwise you’ll just suffer as a retarded outcast who isn’t NT enough to be a normie yet too high inhib and naive to stick up for himself when he needs too. It’s not ‘just a joke’. Who cares if you lose friends. Who cares if people start to dislike you. Who cares if you get beaten up. FUCK IT. FUCK THEM. THEY’RE ALL A BUNCH OF CUNTS.
It’s when I started trying to be everybody’s friend. When I was still getting pissed at everybody nobody liked me. I was seen as the lowest of the low retard and generally disliked. After that I slowly blamed myself and tried to act normal so I could make friends. Then it became a habit and I would try to make friends with everyone. You know what happens next. I’m definitely still a coward, but that habit of assuming that everybody is a friend is the worst habit I’ve acquired yet. If you’re a retard this is will just lead to you getting punked all the time. I’d get kick me signs stuck to my back, I’d get made fun of loads of times and never go into irrational tard rage because of my newly acquired high inhib.
Not trusting anybody and always being on edge is basic common sense but there’s more to it then that. As a retard/subhuman you need to stay aggressive and always act out. Just don’t think ever and return to your tard roots. Otherwise you’ll just suffer as a retarded outcast who isn’t NT enough to be a normie yet too high inhib and naive to stick up for himself when he needs too. It’s not ‘just a joke’. Who cares if you lose friends. Who cares if people start to dislike you. Who cares if you get beaten up. FUCK IT. FUCK THEM. THEY’RE ALL A BUNCH OF CUNTS.
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