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If you are a truecel like myself, you MUST be high-inhibition person, there's no way around it. Being high-inhib stems from bad social responses from other people towards us during our growing up period, due to our bad looks - negative halo/failo/horns effect. This in terms means that things that we had to take care of but were at least in some part up to other people's response to us were going bad. Because of that, majority of things in our lives didn't work out, we failed them even though we did everything perfectly, etc. simply because others wanted us to fail at them (that's why I always say that when I look back at my life, I did everything I could in it to make it the best as possible, made no bad decisions, etc. and simply nothing was up to me in the end).
After years of shit like this happening (us failing at everything that isn't 100% up to us) especially during our growing up period, when our psychology is being molded, we became high inhibitious, scared of life, scared of failing, always believing that if something can go bad - it will go bad, even things that are random and not up to other people (those things go good/bad with the same chances as for everybody else), but we don't disconnect them from each other, because we are so used to failing at life.
If you are scared, high-inhib, afraid of doing anything, etc. it's not your fault, it's indirectly your genes' fault.
After years of shit like this happening (us failing at everything that isn't 100% up to us) especially during our growing up period, when our psychology is being molded, we became high inhibitious, scared of life, scared of failing, always believing that if something can go bad - it will go bad, even things that are random and not up to other people (those things go good/bad with the same chances as for everybody else), but we don't disconnect them from each other, because we are so used to failing at life.
If you are scared, high-inhib, afraid of doing anything, etc. it's not your fault, it's indirectly your genes' fault.
