wake up - TV still on from the night before
gets out of bed
walk over crusty cum filled socks on the floor to bathroom
piss in sink
checks phone, zero messages from anyone you’ve met in real life
browse .is
have a wank into a crispy socks to porn where the girl looks a bit like your sister, hurts a bit
walk to the shop for food, can’t even look up, let alone in the eye of anyone as you pass them
buy toilet paper, socks and pizzas
female cashier talks to you but it looks like a physical toll on her very being to put even this minimal effort into interacting with your worthless vessel
fall in love with her
walk home and realize you’re rock hard from talking to a woman
have mental debate whether to stop now and open the toilet paper in the street or wait until you get home
fear of judgement or perceived ridicule means you wait to get back
cook pizza
feel a rush of adreneline as you feel like you've achieved something today
it lasts 5 minutes, but now you feel you deserve this pizza and a rest after what youve been through today
eat pizza
fantasises about the cashier and how he would go about getting her number and how happy he’d make her, he just needs a chance....
probably got a black boyfriend anyway....the whore, hope she gets aids
watch some anime
check phone, no messages
message mum and sister and a guy you used to work with a few years ago asking how he is
no reply, online but not read for 3 hours
try to get an early night's rest, heads to bed at 3am
lays in bed staring at the ceiling reliving every socially traumatic event and interaction that he blames for making him this way
try to suppress pedophilic thoughts
fails
the end
gets out of bed
walk over crusty cum filled socks on the floor to bathroom
piss in sink
checks phone, zero messages from anyone you’ve met in real life
browse .is
have a wank into a crispy socks to porn where the girl looks a bit like your sister, hurts a bit
walk to the shop for food, can’t even look up, let alone in the eye of anyone as you pass them
buy toilet paper, socks and pizzas
female cashier talks to you but it looks like a physical toll on her very being to put even this minimal effort into interacting with your worthless vessel
fall in love with her
walk home and realize you’re rock hard from talking to a woman
have mental debate whether to stop now and open the toilet paper in the street or wait until you get home
fear of judgement or perceived ridicule means you wait to get back
cook pizza
feel a rush of adreneline as you feel like you've achieved something today
it lasts 5 minutes, but now you feel you deserve this pizza and a rest after what youve been through today
eat pizza
fantasises about the cashier and how he would go about getting her number and how happy he’d make her, he just needs a chance....
probably got a black boyfriend anyway....the whore, hope she gets aids
watch some anime
check phone, no messages
message mum and sister and a guy you used to work with a few years ago asking how he is
no reply, online but not read for 3 hours
try to get an early night's rest, heads to bed at 3am
lays in bed staring at the ceiling reliving every socially traumatic event and interaction that he blames for making him this way
try to suppress pedophilic thoughts
fails
the end
