I hate having to go anywhere with my mom. I have to wear my hoodie with my hood up because my head shape makes the hair on the sides and the top of my head look so funny and messy, even in the car, which makes me feel carsick. I can't even look up when I walk, I always hang my head down in shame and either stare at my phone or at my shoes. I look like a fucking meme. You ever see those tiktoks or instagram reels of autistic deformed truecels being provoked at school? Even they mog me. I've been recorded by stacies while minding my own business before (I overheard them). I wish I could just go on a walk or a holiday or something but I can't. My face is too creepy. I would swap lives with pretty much anyone here in an instant. I don't even care as much about my inceldom as I do about my brain and my looks. I would do anything to not look inbred, and have a normal brain. I look like something out of a fucking freak show. I wouldn't wish this shit on anyone.
