Whenever they went out to eat, to theme parks, swimming, visiting relatives or friends, just going out in general, they purposely left me out. I felt like an outcast in my own family. They waited for me to leave the house, and then they went out, timing it perfectly every single time. They didn't want me there. When I asked to join, they just insulted me until I gave up and left on my own. They got annoyed at me for being quiet, but then shouted at me when I spoke more. The few normie friends I had always made fun of me, not with soft harmless jokes, but to an extreme level. I was just being myself. I left them, but as a result I am completely alone. friendless, familyless, hopeless, just rotting away.
