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Ever since I was a kid, I would always be somewhat sad no matter what I was doing. Even in my happiest moments, there was always a lingering feeling of sadness and this was way before I knew about inceldom and stuff like that. No matter what I did as a child whether it be playing video games, playing with friends at the park, watching cartoons, it would always end with me feeling sad and depressed for no reason. I dont know why this was the case since my life as a kid was pretty good all things considered. I had good looks as a kid, good parents, and many fun hobbies to partake in but despite all of that I was never completely happy with my life. I think my depression might just be a genetic problem and I will keep feeling sadness even if I somehow obtained everything I want in life. Although I will concede that my depression has been amplified extremely after becoming uglier and facing the brutality of inceldom. But still, I think there will always be a baseline level of sadness within me due to my genes and it will simply never go away.
