ColdBoy
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In 9th and 10th and 11th grade I would regularly go days in highschool without saying a single word. Literally not a single one. Because teachers take attendance in my school without calling out names through just looking to see if you are here and the fact that I had no friends combined with my classes usually not involving talking literally almost every day I didn't speak once.
I am still grateful that my senior year I got some "friends" who would sometimes say hi to me in hallways and goof off. However since I never hanged out with them outside of the classes I had with them it was just a pathetic glimpse of what normies and chads get to experience. That is incredibly sad because even though I stopped being fat, tried to get rid of social anxiety through exposure therapy, got face care routine and designer clothes everyone had friend groups already and I was left an isolated, ugly loser with no friends, the outcast of outcasts.
I am still grateful that my senior year I got some "friends" who would sometimes say hi to me in hallways and goof off. However since I never hanged out with them outside of the classes I had with them it was just a pathetic glimpse of what normies and chads get to experience. That is incredibly sad because even though I stopped being fat, tried to get rid of social anxiety through exposure therapy, got face care routine and designer clothes everyone had friend groups already and I was left an isolated, ugly loser with no friends, the outcast of outcasts.