I often fantasize about rising in political and military power despite knowing jack shit about either of the two, so maybe like a Joker kind of revolution but more organized. In this made up timeline of mine, Star Wars was never created, so I claim the name and look of Darth Vader as an evil dictator in some highly elaborate plot to take over the planet to show every woman who rejected me what they created. I will pace in front of my mirror back and fourth while listening to various types of music including video game soundtracks, all while chaos unfolds in my mind.
Does it sound ridiculous? Yes, which is exactly why it is a truecel trait. I spent many years doing some kind of spergcel autistic stimming where I would be constantly fantasizing about situations that would never happen, ranging from my former oneitis all the way to world domination as I just previously mentioned. In reality, I am too high inhib to start an uprising, become a real life sith lord, gain political power, or have my own military. I am attaching myself to fantasies because I cannot cope with how unlovable I am.
Does it sound ridiculous? Yes, which is exactly why it is a truecel trait. I spent many years doing some kind of spergcel autistic stimming where I would be constantly fantasizing about situations that would never happen, ranging from my former oneitis all the way to world domination as I just previously mentioned. In reality, I am too high inhib to start an uprising, become a real life sith lord, gain political power, or have my own military. I am attaching myself to fantasies because I cannot cope with how unlovable I am.
