Truecel Trait: Don't have the attention span to enjoy copes

[Quarantined]

I try watching new movies, but can't focus enough at the beginning,
so when the movie starts getting interesting, I'm confused whats going on,
so I just want to turn it off and go to another cope.
Even eating gives me anxiety at this point.
Adderall can give me a high,
but I have elevated blood pressure so I don't want to risk a massive stroke,
and end up crippled.

Everything just leads back to me fapping multiple times a day,
so I can get that climax feeling which at this point doesn't feel good now(26) than when I was 14.

 

[Animecel2D]

Same tbh I keep erratically switching between different copes in the span of a few minutes

 

[Therapywasaaste]

I can't even get through reading that

 

[AllanKing]

I don't even have the energy to learn to play videogames