My childhood consisted in getting beat up,yelled at and constantly criticized and called retard ,idiot and the likes by my pos toilet whore "mother" ..
My beta cuck dad that's been food for worms for many years now treated me a bit better,he only used to yell at me when he was drunk and on very rare occasions he used to tell me that I'm smart n shit.
As a result of the negative treatment i've endured at home combined with the bullying I've suffered at school i developed very low self esteem,i have literally 0 confidence , 0 social skills and I'm plagued with severe anxiety,depression and ptsd.
And the hell still ain't over because i'm forced to live with that pos creature called "mother" still to this day since i don't wageslave so i don't have the shekels to move out and get tbe fuck away from her.
Even though i don't talk to her at all she keeps talking (mostly insulting me) and yelling at me like always,that's why i always have the music turned up in my room (when I'm not out to get groceries) so i don't have to hear her low iq toxic shit. Can't wait for that worthless toilet whore to die so i can finally peace and quiet.
I have been contemplating several times leaving that toxic environment and just homelessmax and go live under a bridge or something,the benefits of peace and quiet might be worth it vs living under a bridge in cold weather.
My beta cuck dad that's been food for worms for many years now treated me a bit better,he only used to yell at me when he was drunk and on very rare occasions he used to tell me that I'm smart n shit.
As a result of the negative treatment i've endured at home combined with the bullying I've suffered at school i developed very low self esteem,i have literally 0 confidence , 0 social skills and I'm plagued with severe anxiety,depression and ptsd.
And the hell still ain't over because i'm forced to live with that pos creature called "mother" still to this day since i don't wageslave so i don't have the shekels to move out and get tbe fuck away from her.
Even though i don't talk to her at all she keeps talking (mostly insulting me) and yelling at me like always,that's why i always have the music turned up in my room (when I'm not out to get groceries) so i don't have to hear her low iq toxic shit. Can't wait for that worthless toilet whore to die so i can finally peace and quiet.
I have been contemplating several times leaving that toxic environment and just homelessmax and go live under a bridge or something,the benefits of peace and quiet might be worth it vs living under a bridge in cold weather.
