Because you wish you had the opportunity and physical abilities to play football, not on professional level but just with your friends on the school pitch like all the chads and even normies did. But you had no friends back at school. Chads and normies had fun together, the feeling of camaraderie, girls cheering for them from the sidelines sometimes. You never had this. You'll never know what does it feel like to kick this fucking ball with other people. You were an outcast when you were young and now it's too late. Too late to learn the skills but even too late to play at all because all the people that still play football at your age are very good at it or semi-professionals. Yet another thing that you have missed out on.
