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EthnicelNL
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FML. I tried to quit smoking weed 31 december 2018. See my thread here.
The last 10 days have been absolute misery. Between stressing about getting a job soon, worrying about my future and having constant episodes of feelings of guilt because how I wasted all these years, I was thinking about weed all the time tbh.
I've been smoking for more than 2 years straight now and it's about my 6th year in total of smoking daily. I had another episode before college of 4 years where I smoked my life away basically.
Everytime my money is gone and I tell myself to quit. But today, after having gotten a chance to get a good job, I decided to "reward" myself -lovely mental gymnastics ngl- and buy 5 grams of high quality PowerPunch weed at my favorite coffeeshop.
Isn't she a beauty. This is my favorite cope. Better than alcohol, better than hard drugs, it's makes you see everything in a macroperspective and makes you less worry about everyday things.
I don't know how I'm gonna do this year, at least try to smoke less. Last couple of months I have been smoking insanely, about 1,5 grams a day. Make your calculation for 50 euro/ 5 gram
low iq af I know, but what can I do.
I have nothing else
over for weedaddictedcels
The last 10 days have been absolute misery. Between stressing about getting a job soon, worrying about my future and having constant episodes of feelings of guilt because how I wasted all these years, I was thinking about weed all the time tbh.
I've been smoking for more than 2 years straight now and it's about my 6th year in total of smoking daily. I had another episode before college of 4 years where I smoked my life away basically.
Everytime my money is gone and I tell myself to quit. But today, after having gotten a chance to get a good job, I decided to "reward" myself -lovely mental gymnastics ngl- and buy 5 grams of high quality PowerPunch weed at my favorite coffeeshop.
Isn't she a beauty. This is my favorite cope. Better than alcohol, better than hard drugs, it's makes you see everything in a macroperspective and makes you less worry about everyday things.
I don't know how I'm gonna do this year, at least try to smoke less. Last couple of months I have been smoking insanely, about 1,5 grams a day. Make your calculation for 50 euro/ 5 gram
I have nothing else