yuki.n
Greycel
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- Apr 27, 2022
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i been struggling these past couple months i get flashbacks from my childhood from my stepfather mostly from him and his abuse it kicked in when i texted my mother she tells me working and making friends in real life will fix my problems so i just told her whats the problem she didn't want to hear the truth but its the truth i don't talk to my stepfather anymore or my brothers just sometimes my mother i don't have much friends online some just killed themselves he went by the alias L_ he was an online friend i had that was drafted in the war in russia in 2020 said he would be coming in 2021 never came back and i knew someone named flint idk much about his death but he died in 2018 that was the last time i voice chatted with him no i feel empty i remember my mother telling me i was in her stomach my real father used to abuse her and i almost died i think it would of been better if i just died there.. i currently do not have anyone anymore dogs cats job girlfriend nothing (
when i cry i feel numb vibration sometimes everywhere i just wanted to be loved in this world my brothers are now successful i don't know what to do with myself anymore
bluesunkist and hot cheetos
i can't afford food for myself barely now.
i sometimes just think about the good times to cheer me up
pls rember that wen u feel scare or frigten never forget ttimes wen u feeled happy. wen day is dark alway rember happy day.
when i cry i feel numb vibration sometimes everywhere i just wanted to be loved in this world my brothers are now successful i don't know what to do with myself anymore
bluesunkist and hot cheetos
i can't afford food for myself barely now.
i sometimes just think about the good times to cheer me up
pls rember that wen u feel scare or frigten never forget ttimes wen u feeled happy. wen day is dark alway rember happy day.
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