Blackpill Took 8g of shrooms a decade ago in HS with two friends in public (my friends are retarded) & fractal gods told me I'd be a hermit for rest of life

[MajorThomas666]

True story.

Downed the penis envy shrooms and waited. Felt a buzz and then blast off. Total ego death. I remember all I wanted to do was get the fuck away from my friends and sit on the beach alone and meditate. I remember crawling several yards from where my friends were howling about trying new drugs and acting like utter retards, and found a nice patch of sand to lie down on and look up at the stars. That's when I felt this euphoric black hole permeate my vision, and then these weird fractal beings tell me I'd be a hermit for the rest of my life, and I'm going to have a health scare.

When I turned to friends, I felt like I was 500' in a cave watching rabid baboons throw shit at each other. I kept asking what this health scare was and why I'd be a hermit for most my life, and was just about to go into a bad trip when total ego death occurred. I forgot who I was and basically died, but the euphoria was so amazing and I just meditated and thought about the acts of Jesus, even though I wasn't religious.

Then my friends come over and try waking me up, nervous I died. And for at least 20mins they're pushing me around and rolling me in the sand to try to wake me from this euphoric trance. I

They did eventually, and seemed irritated they weren't as high as me.

The come down was the best feeling in the world. Zero pain, total bluss. And the months to follow were also blissful, and then it all came... been a hermit ever since.

 

[Icarus]

Brutal they predicted you'd be an inky

 

[MajorThomas666]

Brutal they predicted you'd be an inky

Yup. I think they allowed me to feel the most intense euphoria I've ever felt and will ever feel because they knew the road ahead would be anything but euphoric.

 

[andrej]

8 grams of Penis Envy is crazy

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I felt smth like this when I passed during class, because dehydration and fell right into the lap of the arrogant stacy right next to me

 

[MajorThomas666]

8 grams of Penis Envy is crazy

my friends told me it was a low dose. I also think they gave me way more than they took. I'd never do it again because I'd honestly go insane because I'm alone and not in right headspace as incel

 

[MajorThomas666]

I felt smth like this when I passed during class, because dehydration and fell right into the lap of the arrogant stacy right next to me

Brutal syncopepill

I kind of love how the medical term for passing out has cope in it

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

Brutal syncopepill

I kind of love how the medical term for passing out has cope in it

Was actually pretty cool and peaceful, it was like I existed in an endless black void with nothing around me and it felt good,
Also my head was on the lap of a girl, eventhough I passed out I can say my head was at the coochie of a stacy

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Does it mog Ket? I've only been on 250mcg LSD so far

 

[VλREN]

Junkies.is

 

[kapri]

I took 4g of penis envy and it fucked my shit up. Idk how you don't puke at 8g.

 

[Icarus]

Yup. I think they allowed me to feel the most intense euphoria I've ever felt and will ever feel because they knew the road ahead would be anything but euphoric.

Brutal

 

[cunnylover69]

Do you think it helped you to accept your fate ?

 

[MajorThomas666]

Yes, weirdly

Do you think it helped you to accept your fate ?

 

[MajorThomas666]

I took 4g of penis envy and it fucked my shit up. Idk how you don't puke at 8g.

I can eat anything. We ground them to fine powder they were easier to digest

 

[EcstasyCel]

Your friends sound giga normie

 

[MajorThomas666]

Does it mog Ket? I've only been on 250mcg LSD so far

I've tried a moderate dose of ketamine, and yes, 8g of penis envy mogs it, my last drug ever taken, but any other shroom variety I would think at 4g or under would feel far more lucid than ketamine. I've tried 2.5g of a less potent shroom a year prior and it was fun but nothing special.

Ketamine is its own animal and quite dissociating and euphoric, though less so than nitrous which acts similarly on NMDA receptors, but also impacts opiod receptors. You feel derealized with time looping and out-of-body effects. Basically, look up anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis, and that is what ketamine could feel like if you find yourself in a bad trip. Though it's rare due to is endogenous opioid effects. Never experienced a K-hole but I've heard it's more intense than any other psychedelic experience on the planet.

LSD is nice and lucid, dopaminergic, more heady than shrooms, but easier on psyche during the trip, however, you don't feel great afterwards like you do off shrooms.

DMT is crazy, with beautiful fractal visuals, but honestly the 8g penis envy mogs it. At the dose I took for shrooms, you feel profound self-transcendence and merging with the surroundings, sometimes synesthesia. The introspection is like no other.

DMT is by far the most visually stunning. I think if you experience ego death on it, I never did, you'll get blasted off to another planet and talk to elves. Definitely felt that it could blast me off to a different dimension.

Mescaline is most fun around music and has a LSD, lucid headspace quality. Very fun. Hard to acquire.

LSA from morning glory, HBWR seed extract was surprising great and disgusting. A natural cousin of LSD, it's more vasoconstrictive so you have to take L-citrulline with it. You could throw up, or you will. Feels like shrooms, alcohol (sedative) and lsd combined. Somehow the strongest euphoria I've ever had.

Ibogaine was weird. Impacts almost every receptor that the above drugs work on. There was a feeling of emotional catharsis at end of trip but it was also slightly dysmorphic and dream like, had a salvia like feeling that wasn't exactly nice. I guess it's not reward driven and better for someone who needs to get off an addiction.

Muscimol from Amanita Pantherian, cousin of the santa clause mushroom. Shit fucked me up. Felt like I was in a a lucid dream while I was awake. Alcohol like sedation 10 fold with delirium and total erasure of inhibitions. I think I'd have pulled my pants down in public and ran around like a monkey If I wasn't alone.

Salvia A. Fuck that shit. If you want to get sent to hell for what feels like eternity but is only a minute, take it. Surest way to Experience ego death but not in a fun way. Time basically collapses. It's a kappa-opioid agonist, which is the opioid receptor that cause dysphoria/anxiety and dread, lmfao, the worst of worst opioid receptors, and doesn't impact mu-receptors which are euphoric. Fuck it, I hate it. Boomers sold that shit at gas stations to HS kids.

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Don't do drugs, unless you want to. be safe.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

I've tried a moderate dose of ketamine, and yes, 8g of penis envy mogs it, my last drug ever taken, but any other shroom variety I would think at 4g or under would feel far more lucid than ketamine. I've tried 2.5g of a less potent shroom a year prior and it was fun but nothing special.

Ketamine is its own animal and quite dissociating and euphoric, though less so than nitrous which acts similarly on NMDA receptors, but also impacts opiod receptors. You feel derealized with time looping and out-of-body effects. Basically, look up anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis, and that is what ketamine could feel like if you find yourself in a bad trip. Though it's rare due to is endogenous opioid effects. Never experienced a K-hole but I've heard it's more intense than any other psychedelic experience on the planet.

LSD is nice and lucid, dopaminergic, more heady than shrooms, but easier on psyche during the trip, however, you don't feel great afterwards like you do off shrooms.

DMT is crazy, with beautiful fractal visuals, but honestly the 8g penis envy mogs it. At the dose I took for shrooms, you feel profound self-transcendence and merging with the surroundings, sometimes synesthesia. The introspection is like no other.

DMT is by far the most visually stunning. I think if you experience ego death on it, I never did, you'll get blasted off to another planet and talk to elves. Definitely felt that it could blast me off to a different dimension.

Mescaline is most fun around music and has a LSD, lucid headspace quality. Very fun. Hard to acquire.

LSA from morning glory, HBWR seed extract was surprising great and disgusting. A natural cousin of LSD, it's more vasoconstrictive so you have to take L-citrulline with it. You could throw up, or you will. Feels like shrooms, alcohol (sedative) and lsd combined. Somehow the strongest euphoria I've ever had.

Ibogaine was weird. Impacts almost every receptor that the above drugs work on. There was a feeling of emotional catharsis at end of trip but it was also slightly dysmorphic and dream like, had a salvia like feeling that wasn't exactly nice. I guess it's not reward driven and better for someone who needs to get off an addiction.

Muscimol from Amanita Pantherian, cousin of the santa clause mushroom. Shit fucked me up. Felt like I was in a a lucid dream while I was awake. Alcohol like sedation 10 fold with delirium and total erasure of inhibitions. I think I'd have pulled my pants down in public and ran around like a monkey If I wasn't alone.

Salvia A. Fuck that shit. If you want to get sent to hell for what feels like eternity but is only a minute, take it. Surest way to Experience ego death but not in a fun way. Time basically collapses. It's a kappa-opioid agonist, which is the opioid receptor that cause dysphoria/anxiety and dread, lmfao, the worst of worst opioid receptors, and doesn't impact mu-receptors which are euphoric. Fuck it, I hate it. Boomers sold that shit at gas stations to HS kids.

______

Don't do drugs, unless you want to. be safe.

Thanks man. Good, detailed reply .
Yeah I've done LSD and Ket so far. Next on the list are Shrooms and DMT. Mescaline sounds interesting as well. Not sure about LSA (Morning Glory seeds) and Ibogaine. Muscimol is a big no for me, don't want to lose absolute inhibition and do degenerate stuff. And Salvia A sounds absolutely shit, will never try it.
May I ask if you still take drugs? And any dosage recommendation for the Penis Envy shrooms?

 

[Adolf Kitler]

I dont wanna take psychedelics cause im scared of HPPD

 

[drowningindenial]

I took 4g of penis envy and it fucked my shit up. Idk how you don't puke at 8g.

 

[kapri]

Thanks man. Good, detailed reply .
Yeah I've done LSD and Ket so far. Next on the list are Shrooms and DMT. Mescaline sounds interesting as well. Not sure about LSA (Morning Glory seeds) and Ibogaine. Muscimol is a big no for me, don't want to lose absolute inhibition and do degenerate stuff. And Salvia A sounds absolutely shit, will never try it.
May I ask if you still take drugs? And any dosage recommendation for the Penis Envy shrooms?

If it's your first time and you want a pleasant experience I recommend no more than 2g of Penis Envy

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

If it's your first time and you want a pleasant experience I recommend no more than 2g of Penis Envy

Thanks

 

[MajorThomas666]

Thanks man. Good, detailed reply .
Yeah I've done LSD and Ket so far. Next on the list are Shrooms and DMT. Mescaline sounds interesting as well. Not sure about LSA (Morning Glory seeds) and Ibogaine. Muscimol is a big no for me, don't want to lose absolute inhibition and do degenerate stuff. And Salvia A sounds absolutely shit, will never try it.
May I ask if you still take drugs? And any dosage recommendation for the Penis Envy shrooms?

Nope. I don't take drugs anymore. Maybe weed for pain once and a while.

Definitely start at 1.5g of penis envy. Lol. That is very strong compared to the most common varieties ingested. powder them and take with shot of lemon. I'd stay under 4g for penis envy and work in that ramge because 6+ is an insane mindfuck

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

Nope. I don't take drugs anymore. Maybe weed for pain once and a while.

Definitely start at 1.5g of penis envy. Lol. That is very strong compared to the most common varieties ingested. powder them and take with shot of lemon. I'd stay under 4g for penis envy and work in that ramge because 6+ is an insane mindfuck

Okay, thanks m8

 

[MajorThomas666]

Okay, thanks m8

Cheers