Its actually insane that I am 20 but feel 13 I am so unexperienced and barely experienced anything.
Once I reminded how old I was it surprised me.
Once I reminded how old I was it surprised me.
Tbf when your life is the same for years you tend to forget how quickly time passes by
You signed up when you were underage?
I am 23 and highschoolers IQmog and experiencemog me in every field of life. It's suicidefuel, but I should've expected this, considering the kind of life that I led in my teens.
Comparing myself with normal people, I realize that I didn't start living until I was around 20. Never had a hobby, never left my room, never talked to anyone, never learned a skill, never did anything. It's so weird now that I think about it. I never even thought about anything. I'm pretty sure now, that not only it's because I was socially excluded, but I must be a late bloomer mentally as well. It's like my mind was numbed and stuck 10 years behind in terms of intelligence and maturity. And now there's no going back and no catching up.
Comparing myself with normal people, I realize that I didn't start living until I was around 20. Never had a hobby, never left my room, never talked to anyone, never learned a skill, never did anything. It's so weird now that I think about it. I never even thought about anything. I'm pretty sure now, that not only it's because I was socially excluded, but I must be a late bloomer mentally as well. It's like my mind was numbed and stuck 10 years behind in terms of intelligence and maturity. And now there's no going back and no catching up.
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