SuicideFuel Today I decided to leave my room and I regret it for life I will never step a foot outside my house

[nihilist chud]

Today my mom forced me to visit my grandparents in the city after four months of rooting in my room , so I decided to go I took a taxi and visited my grandma first She was sweet and gave me something to eat. Then I went to visit my grandpa, but he yelled at me for not answering his phone calls
After saying goodbye on my way back I witnessed four guys beating up another guy until he was bleeding and nobody even tried to stop the fight I asked myself wtf is wrong with society (Of course I didn't help him either since Im a pussy)
After that I was waiting for a taxi to arrive when I saw a girl who looked exactly like one of my classmates from university I asked her if she was her since she kept looking at me and and I also thought she was into me, but she said no Then the taxi arrived and I got in I was waiting for her to come in too, but she decided not to When I looked at her she seemed to have a disgusted look on her face.
And now I’m trying to convince myself that we weren’t heading to the same destination.
That's why I will never leave my room again.

 

[Grodd]

Every time i go out in public i'm reminded why i rarely ever do it.

 

[anon65]

Every time i go out in public i'm reminded why i rarely ever do it.

 

[nihilist chud]

Every time i go out in public i'm reminded why i rarely ever do it.

The part where that girl acted like that broke me the most

 

[zd60]

everytime i leave my house its always a reminder of how much nonsense the outside world is going through its one big clown world and i gain nothing from stepping into it

 

[nihilist chud]

everytime i leave my house its always a reminder of how much nonsense the outside world is going through its one big clown world and i gain nothing from stepping into it

It never gets better

 

[MrZez]

You spoke with random girl in public?
Damn, moggs me

 

[Renegade#1]

Today my mom forced me to visit my grandparents

kids.is

 

[nihilist chud]

You spoke with random girl in public?
Damn, moggs me

i thought she was my classmate and I wanted to ask her about how is school since I didn't go for 4 months and I was stuttering and nervous

 

[nihilist chud]

kids.is

Im 20 ofc i still live with my mom

 

[zd60]

It never gets better

it only gets worse each passing day

 

[nihilum]

it only gets worse each passing day

 

[kіng]

Im 20 ofc i still live with my mom

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Every time i go out in public i'm reminded why i rarely ever do it.

 

[shyloser]

I prefer not to interact with people unless I know them extremely well, you know from experience that if someone doesn't initiate interactions with you that they probably don't want you to initiate with them

I would never talk to a foid I recognize though, you just know very well that they want you gone from earth unless you are a social mogger and you don't have an underdog face

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Ascend with your grandma

 

[tired as fuck]

Every time i go out in public i'm reminded why i rarely ever do it.

 

[nihilist chud]

I prefer not to interact with people unless I know them extremely well, you know from experience that if someone doesn't initiate interactions with you that they probably don't want you to initiate with them

I would never talk to a foid I recognize though, you just know very well that they want you gone from earth unless you are a social mogger and you don't have an underdog face

Same I never spoke to someone I don't know even if I was in need

 

[nihilist chud]

Ascend with your grandma

No I would never think of that, she is so sweet to me and was mistreated when she was young I love her more than anything

 

[Ghost]

Today my mom forced me to visit my grandparents in the city after four months of rooting in my room , so I decided to go I took a taxi and visited my grandma first She was sweet and gave me something to eat. Then I went to visit my grandpa, but he yelled at me for not answering his phone calls
After saying goodbye on my way back I witnessed four guys beating up another guy until he was bleeding and nobody even tried to stop the fight I asked myself wtf is wrong with society (Of course I didn't help him either since Im a pussy)
After that I was waiting for a taxi to arrive when I saw a girl who looked exactly like one of my classmates from university I asked her if she was her since she kept looking at me and and I also thought she was into me, but she said no Then the taxi arrived and I got in I was waiting for her to come in too, but she decided not to When I looked at her she seemed to have a disgusted look on her face.
And now I’m trying to convince myself that we weren’t heading to the same destination.
That's why I will never leave my room again.

a foid gonna foid.

I can just go to a mall food court and line up for one of the stores. There was a woman standing there with her friends.

I approached them and just asked if they are in the line. Simple as that.

Their initial response was either fear or disgust. After 2 seconds they wear the "mask" and smile and said "sorry you can go ahead were just waiting for someone".

 

[nihilist chud]

a foid gonna foid.

I can just go to a mall food court and line up for one of the stores. There was a woman standing there with her friends.

I approached them and just asked if they are in the line. Simple as that.

Their initial response was either fear or disgust. After 2 seconds they wear the "mask" and smile and said "sorry you can go ahead were just waiting for someone".

im sorry that happened

 

[NepNep]

Why did u talked to her anyway? Even if she was your classmate she probably didn't want anything to do with you :/

 

[nihilist chud]

Why did u talked to her anyway? Even if she was your classmate she probably didn't want anything to do with you :/

she kept looking at me and i know it was a stupid move

 

[H U N T E R]

Every time i go out in public i'm reminded why i rarely ever do it.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I witnessed four guys beating up another guy until he was bleeding and nobody even tried to stop the fight I asked myself wtf is wrong with society (Of course I didn't help him either since Im a pussy)

Poor guy, that’s why I carry pepper spray with me everytime I go out I value self defense since people are too selfish to help

 

[Obanchito]

Every time i go out in public i'm reminded why i rarely ever do it.

 

[John8272]

I prefer not to interact with people unless I know them extremely well, you know from experience that if someone doesn't initiate interactions with you that they probably don't want you to initiate with them

I would never talk to a foid I recognize though, you just know very well that they want you gone from earth unless you are a social mogger and you don't have an underdog face

Some people are not talkable thats why they dint initiate conversariins

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

Of course I didn't help him either since Im a pussy

i respect the honesty

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

Why did u talked to her anyway? Even if she was your classmate she probably didn't want anything to do with you :/

pretending like u dont know somebody while the other person already recognized u can make it even more awkward. been there done that

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

with being super self aware and aware of blackpill u see a lot of shit in society for what it is whenever u go out.
I witness more examples every time i go out which isnt often. I have sometimes LDAR'd in my parents apartment 6 months in a row.
anyway, when i go out I see a fucking zoo in every normgroids behavior. Late teens trying to act NT and alpha and "look at how spontaneous I am" by acting like vandals in childrens playgrounds or deciding to start blasting tacky popshit or nigger music. As if I am to believe the very act of them playing their music for everyone else to hear isnt a stunt. As tho u cannot be in public for 5 minutes without having your personal music blaring outside of headphones/earphones. I fucking hate this scum. I'm growing old, cranky and confrontational. One of these days when I see these late teens/early 20s faggots acting like planet of the apes in a kids playground I'm going to pick a fight like Mike Earmantrout with thugs in that one episode of that overrated as fuck show. I'll make a post if something interesting happens. (nothing evER happens tho)

 

[nihilist chud]

i respect the honesty

 

[Onepunchat]

Im 20 ofc i still live with my mom

unemploymentmaxxing

 

[mrlunatic]

Every time i go out in public i'm reminded why i rarely ever do it.

 

[introvertloner]

Death to the foid and the guys too

 

[jo_yugislayer08]

I saw a girl who looked exactly like one of my classmates from university I asked her if she was her since she kept looking at me and and I also thought she was into me

you're clearly retarded, bud if you're active on this forum it's extremely GG i can't believe some of you have hope i roll on the floor laughing thinking of anybody who is below HTN and mega NT thinking he got a chance

 

[tired as fuck]

you're clearly retarded, bud if you're active on this forum it's extremely GG i can't believe some of you have hope i roll on the floor laughing thinking of anybody who is below HTN and mega NT thinking he got a chance

niggas gotta get through the day somehow man, I understand.

 

[nihilist chud]

you're clearly retarded, bud if you're active on this forum it's extremely GG i can't believe some of you have hope i roll on the floor laughing thinking of anybody who is below HTN and mega NT thinking he got a chance

I never said I approached her

 

[jo_yugislayer08]

I never said I approached her

"I also thought she was into me" see? retarded ,even thinking that is retardation, just think about it why would a toilet MTB or even LTB think of somebody like you in that way ,any woman who is slightly fuckable and has a smart phone can and will easily get dicked down by literally anyone she desires and I'm not even exaggerating

 

[nihilist chud]

"I also thought she was into me" see? retarded ,even thinking that is retardation, just think about it why would a toilet MTB or even LTB think of somebody like you in that way ,any woman who is slightly fuckable and has a smart phone a=can easily get dicked down by literally anyone she desires and I'm not even exaggerating