Venting Today, I cried ...

[Eremetic]

I really missed my family today, especially being separated from them for such a long time. The emotions I've been burying for so long finally leaked out.

It's painful being sectioned here involuntarily . As the reality of that keeps on sinking in, I fully realized how much their love and support means to me, particularly my mother's caring embrace ( only women to appreciate me.)

Why does life have to be so cruel?

Loneliness has followed me my whole life, so being apart from loved ones now opens those tormentious feelings back up.

It hurts realizing I can't see them whenever I want right now. On a day when their comfort would have been appreciated, I couldn't help but miss them deeply while stuck within these walls alone.

 

[Rotter]

 

[Roscomnadzor]

You'll get used to it.

 

[Eremetic]

You'll get used to it.

Yeah, sure. That’s what they said 5 years ago as well. The actual result have been quite different. I'm filled with impotent rage as well.

 

[Eremetic]

I just cannot be a hopelessly naive, I'm constantly considering a conclusion that conflicts with the ones that makes me filled with sadness and rage. Carefully reexamining my thinking and the only thing I could retain is that society must be destroyed and theres good, solid reason for doing so. I'm talking about the industrial revolution. But I cope for now. Still hanging...

 

[Eremetic]

There is no reformation, we're too deep in

 

[Eremetic]

You can't eat your cake and have it too, I'd rather live a quality life dedicated to a cause than a long and miserable one I'm projected to live.

 

[Eremetic]

 

[Eremetic]

 

[Eremetic]

I tried to get my mind off of how I was feeling, but I just felt stuck.

 

[Nig nog pilled]

I really missed my family today, especially being separated from them for such a long time. The emotions I've been burying for so long finally leaked out.

It's painful being sectioned here involuntarily . As the reality of that keeps on sinking in, I fully realized how much their love and support means to me, particularly my mother's caring embrace ( only women to appreciate me.)

Why does life have to be so cruel?

Loneliness has followed me my whole life, so being apart from loved ones now opens those tormentious feelings back up.

It hurts realizing I can't see them whenever I want right now. On a day when their comfort would have been appreciated, I couldn't help but miss them deeply while stuck within these walls alone.

gotta let out your emotions some how

 

[DarkLight]

Okay.