When I was a kid, my favorite superhero was Spider-Man. I liked all the comics, cartoons, toys, and everything related to it. So when I was about 5 years old, my family finally bought a DVD player and the first movie I wanted was, of course, Spider-Man. Back then the internet wasn't that popular where I live, so I didn't even know what to expect. After a few weeks, my mom finally brought me a Spider-Man 2 disc, and it was perfect, it had all the characters I knew, and it was exciting. The cartoon Spider-Man was there as if it were real life. For a child, it was a magical moment. Since then I couldn't stop watching it, for years, every day of my life, I watched that movie, I knew all the quotes by heart. Even though I was very young, I started looking for the lives and careers of the actors, I even had a fake profile on a social network pretending to be Tobey Maguire.
When I got to school, I started combing my hair like Peter Parker, I started acting like him and trying to be like him, but I didn't realize it at the time.
As you may be familiar with, in the movies, Spider-Man is a walking doormat who is in love with Mary Jane, a girl who doesn't give a damn about him until she finds out he's a superhero. This, right here, fucked up my perception forever about relationships and women. That's when I started getting oneitis, which means obsessing over a person. I was in love with one girl for years, from first grade to graduation, to be exact. I was totally faithful to her and thought she was the love of my life. I even asked God to bring us together in my prayers. And I never looked at another girl because I thought that would be hypocrisy on my part.
It destroyed my view on the nature of women, I put them on a pedestal and became a white knight, a nice guy who would fight to protect a woman no matter what. I've never defended myself from bullies, but if a guy messed with the girl I liked, I'd fight him without a second thought.
You all know this is a recipe for women to be disgusted by you. I was already incel and rejected, and to add up into this mess I also happened to be a victim of a lying movie, which conveyed disconnected ideas about masculinity.
Here I am now, incel, virgin, kissless, never touched a girl,and with no Spider powers. 
In short, fuck you Sam Raimi, Tobey Maguire, and everyone involved in the making of these movies, you destroyed my life even more.
When I got to school, I started combing my hair like Peter Parker, I started acting like him and trying to be like him, but I didn't realize it at the time.
As you may be familiar with, in the movies, Spider-Man is a walking doormat who is in love with Mary Jane, a girl who doesn't give a damn about him until she finds out he's a superhero. This, right here, fucked up my perception forever about relationships and women. That's when I started getting oneitis, which means obsessing over a person. I was in love with one girl for years, from first grade to graduation, to be exact. I was totally faithful to her and thought she was the love of my life. I even asked God to bring us together in my prayers. And I never looked at another girl because I thought that would be hypocrisy on my part.
It destroyed my view on the nature of women, I put them on a pedestal and became a white knight, a nice guy who would fight to protect a woman no matter what. I've never defended myself from bullies, but if a guy messed with the girl I liked, I'd fight him without a second thought.
You all know this is a recipe for women to be disgusted by you. I was already incel and rejected, and to add up into this mess I also happened to be a victim of a lying movie, which conveyed disconnected ideas about masculinity.
Here I am now, incel, virgin, kissless, never touched a girl,
In short, fuck you Sam Raimi, Tobey Maguire, and everyone involved in the making of these movies, you destroyed my life even more.
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