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Captvic
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- Nov 8, 2017
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I am most likely an introvert on most days, but I can't help but feel like shit around this time of year seeing couples everywhere I go buying shit, laughing together, embracing each other, while I'm all alone. I have never counted but I'm pretty sure I do not say more than 20 words per day. I just wanted to be normal but as an ugly fuck I can't have a normal life. I am a natural born outcast, ugly fuck boy. I'll never lose my virginity to a willing female. My mind is too far gone to ascend even if I could anyway. I'm at an age where the decline in looks starts off as I see girls my age on dating sites are starting to lose their youthful glow and starting to look genuinely old. It's absolutely over. I wish I could just die in my sleep or some shit
I am most likely an introvert on most days, but I can't help but feel like shit around this time of year seeing couples everywhere I go buying shit, laughing together, embracing each other, while I'm all alone. I have never counted but I'm pretty sure I do not say more than 20 words per day. I just wanted to be normal but as an ugly fuck I can't have a normal life. I am a natural born outcast, ugly fuck boy. I'll never lose my virginity to a willing female. My mind is too far gone to ascend even if I could anyway. I'm at an age where the decline in looks starts off as I see girls my age on dating sites are starting to lose their youthful glow and starting to look genuinely old. It's absolutely over. I wish I could just die in my sleep or some shit