Every day, the all-consuming void within me grows larger and the lack of love and connection makes me more and more miserable. Why is it that we are destined to such a fate just because we were born ugly? It convinces me that the world is more evil than good, because if it were good then there would be foids who weren't discriminatory towards men purely due to external looks. I have never come across a foid who wasn't lookist and shallow, both traits that have been exacerabated even more so in the modern age of technology. I'm really tired of being always alone wherever I go, and being forced to witness happy loving couples living their life to the fullest. How am I supposed to be even at least content when I get mogged to oblivion every time I step outside? Going outside as an incel really is hellish, because it reminds you of how much you're failing at life compared to every other person. So I resort to rotting online. Speaking of which, my experiences online have not been any better at all, if anything it has been even more blackpilling. As a gigavoicecel, women feel repulsed by me in online spaces where you're supposed to have the freedom of fraudmaxxing. Nothing ever works out. I will forever remain alone and unloved, whilst being forced to watch others succeed where I have failed. I hate this brutal reality. 
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