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SuicideFuel Tinnitus is making my life unbearable

Jake Roberts

Jake Roberts

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As if I needed more shit to make my already terrible life worse, I have been cursed with the affliction of tinnitus. A constant high-pitched ringing now plagues me 24/7, and not a moment goes by where it does not torture my ears and mind.
I can no longer sit in silence or even sleep without this curse. Part of me wants to blame my incel genetics. That my body was always too weak to resist something like this. That at the age of 23, I am cursed with this because of how subhuman my genes are.

But also, deep down, I believe have been afflicted as a divine punishment for my wicked ways. I probably deserve to suffer for what I have done. I will likely walk the rest of my miserable days with this constant drilling and ringing in my brain.

It is also a bit funny that so much has changed for me in my life since I've stopped being here regularly on this site. Me, my profile on here. I've been humiliated repeatedly, even on here. I hang my head in shame, because it too is a punishment for my wretched behavior. But why bother to even change my ways? It's not like life was good before all this nonsense began. Is it really worth it to strip myself of all worldly pleasures just to avoid further divine punishment? Truthfully, I'm not sure where to go or what to do anymore. I now live in a constant state of confusion, distraction, and pain due to the ringing. It drives me insane. I deserve this.
 
But also, deep down, I believe have been afflicted as a divine punishment for my wicked ways. I probably deserve to suffer for what I have done. I will likely walk the rest of my miserable days with this constant drilling and ringing in my brain.
Just world fallacy, not true at all, some form of cope even
 
You don't deserve it, it's just that you're unlucky. In the same way some people just luck out, just happen to be Chads, some just happen to be suffering the worst of the worst the world can dish out without just ending it all for you at that rate. That might make it even worse though, knowing that nobody in particular made you like this, instead it was some dice roll of the universe (then again, randomness is just a shorthand for all the bullshit and myriad causes for why everything is the way it is as it is, so in a way everything caused you to be like this, and if everything did so, then it might as well be nothing, and then it goes back to how it was when it was all luck-based again)
 
Fucking brutal. I also have tinnitus due to TMJD. I’ve learned to tune it out a bit but if I manage to focus on it ruins my mood. We don’t deserve this shit, nothing we did deserves us to be psychologically tortured. We simply got fucked by shitty genes and circumstances. Knowing i’ll likely hear this shit for the rest of my life is brutal and sui-inducing. And this may suck to hear but don’t expect a cure anytime soon. There is little funding for what I have and tinnitus research in general because it’s not a terminal illness. The kikes don’t give a shit how much you suffer here. Clown world
 
You don't deserve it, it's just that you're unlucky. In the same way some people just luck out, just happen to be Chads, some just happen to be suffering the worst of the worst the world can dish out without just ending it all for you at that rate. That might make it even worse though, knowing that nobody in particular made you like this, instead it was some dice roll of the universe (then again, randomness is just a shorthand for all the bullshit and myriad causes for why everything is the way it is as it is, so in a way everything caused you to be like this, and if everything did so, then it might as well be nothing, and then it goes back to how it was when it was all luck-based again)
 
Thats brutal , Life truly is for the Most Part about Luck.

Can you counteract it with music ? Or is the Sound that loud ? @Jake Roberts
 

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