Timeline of my life

[THE TRUE DIGLET]

Preschool- act like a turbo sperg
Primary school- act like a turbo sperg who no one likes
Secondary school- act like a more reclusive sperg
Summer break intermission- ldar in bedroom watching jewtube and vidya

College- quite weirdo sperg thinking of going er and realizing my inceldom and bp
Lockdown- ldar in bedroom watching jewtube and vidya
College part II- even less opportunities thrown my way (that I missed cos of my autism), hated more and even more lonely
Period of ldaring

Psychward
High functioning carehome with 24/7 supervision on me and limited internet access
Join neets.net

Normal carehome with my freedoms restored
Musicmaxx/ hobbymaxx to cope with being let back in soyciety
Contract lice and suffer with it for months
Lice go away
Develope terrible insomnia

Move to another carehome to get away from shit staff and people who live there

Insomnia fixed
Reality of inceldom status hits me again/ realising how mogged i am because insomina ceased
Cope with vidya
Realise there is no way out

Present- ldar in bedroom watching jewtube and vidya

 

[nice_try]

 

[cripplecel]

My life: rotting

 

[iamsubhuman]

where's the "banned from neets.net?"

 

[THE TRUE DIGLET]

where's the "banned from neets.net?"

idk what youre talking about

 

[Yan Babayan]

I didn't develop a real consciousness/self-awareness until 16 y/o. Anyone else?
I only started to be a real person at high school basically. Before that I was an npc kid

 

[THE TRUE DIGLET]

I didn't develop a real consciousness/self-awareness until 16 y/o. Anyone else?
I only started to be a real person at high school basically. Before that I was an npc kid

tbh

 

[mosss]

I didn't develop a real consciousness/self-awareness until 16 y/o. Anyone else?
I only started to be a real person at high school basically. Before that I was an npc kid

Interesting. In what way would you describe your lack of consciousness?