Time Speeding Up.

[CrackyChanFan]

Time speeding up is one of the most shocking and depressing things about getting older. I am 27 and I joined this website in May 2018. It feels like fucking yesterday. Three and a half fucking years. What the actual fuck? It make me angry.

Mentally, in my head my teenage years seem to make up a large portion of my clear memories. Sharp and often painful memories, but clear. Like it happened yesterday it is so clear in my mind. I can picture teenage scenes in detail. So much of my early to mid 20s is a weird fucking blur. Like it just sorta zipped by as I spent too much of it on 4chan and YouTube and the internet in general, getting involved in culture war shite.

I look in the mirror and I see my male pattern baldness. I am no longer young. Life just fucking passes me by. It's like I am hurtling to my fucking grave at an accelerating rate. As you age, opportunities to change your destiny close off one by one.

Both my grandparents got serious dementia before they died. It was horrific. Feel like I am just accelerating into a destiny of living alone with Alzheimer's/dementia shitting myself and screaming in a state of confusion and fear, before dying alone.

 

[Deleted member 21821]

Brutal Time Pill
Time stood still the way it did before
It's like I'm sleepwalking
Fell into another hole again
It's like I'm sleepwalking

 

[Lolimancer]

I look in the mirror and I see my male patter baldness.

me since I am 16, literally never began

 

[Deleted member 35171]

The only memories I have are from my childhood like 5-9
Everything else is a blur

 

[JoeBruhcel]

The only memories I have are from my childhood like 5-9
Everything else is a blur

Same but 5-15 for me

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I still remember when this forum didn't exist and I was talking to @SergeantIncel about him creating a forum for us after the redditcucks decided to nuke the incels subreddit.

 

[CrackyChanFan]

[UWSL]'As the fiftieth birthday approaches, you get the sense that your life is thinning out, and will continue to thin out, until it thins out into nothing. And you sometimes say to yourself: That went a bit quick. In certain moods, you may want to put it rather more forcefully. As in: OY!! THAT went a BIT FUCKING QUICK!!!... Then fifty comes and goes, and fifty-one, and fifty-two. And life thickens out again. Because there is now an enormous and unexpected presence within your being, like an undiscovered continent. This is the past.'[/UWSL]

- The Pregnant Widow by Martin Amis.
The quote is beautiful. It really stuck with me.
It's an excellent book and it captures the joy, excitement but ultimate failure of sexual revolution and the loss of youth. Martin Amis is the closest thing the Anglosphere has to a Michel Houellebecq.

 

[WizardofSoda]

There is a horrible explanation for this, it is just too horrible for most to admit.

If you look at dogs they grow up from 0-2, then they live in good health from 2-10.. then they age and die before 15.

Humans aren't much different we just grow up slower and age out slower. We grow up 0-14. Then our real life as an adult is 14-22.. then we are dying of aging. Granted some people with perfect genetics go a lot longer.

 

[CrackyChanFan]

There is a horrible explanation for this, it is just too horrible for most to admit.

If you look at dogs they grow up from 0-2, then they live in good health from 2-10.. then they age and die before 15.

Humans aren't much different we just grow up slower and age out slower. We grow up 0-14. Then our real life as an adult is 14-22.. then we are dying of aging. Granted some people with perfect genetics go a lot longer.

Sorta makes sense if you understand that in our primitive hunter gatherer past (most of human-ape history) we usually barely made it to 30. Break your angle running and you were fucked.

 

[Mulattocel]

Same life is absolutely flying by for me now

 

[Pepsicel]

Time speeding up is one of the most shocking and depressing things about getting older. I am 27 and I joined this website in May 2018. It feels like fucking yesterday. Three and a half fucking years. What the actual fuck? It make me angry.

Mentally, in my head my teenage years seem to make up a large portion of my clear memories. Sharp and often painful memories, but clear. Like it happened yesterday it is so clear in my mind. I can picture teenage scenes in detail. So much of my early to mid 20s is a weird fucking blur. Like it just sorta zipped by as I spent too much of it on 4chan and YouTube and the internet in general, getting involved in culture war shite.

I look in the mirror and I see my male pattern baldness. I am no longer young. Life just fucking passes me by. It's like I am hurtling to my fucking grave at an accelerating rate. As you age, opportunities to change your destiny close off one by one.

Both my grandparents got serious dementia before they died. It was horrific. Feel like I am just accelerating into a destiny of living alone with Alzheimer's/dementia shitting myself and screaming in a state of confusion and fear, before dying alone.

An you have no longer the late bloomer plot armor. Even your own family won't be merciful with you. Not any longer

 

[FuRed]

Posts 194

 

[Deleted member 34160]

After 20 life goes at 10x speed

 

[CrackyChanFan]

Posts 194

Yeah I lurk a lot. I only ever post if I feel I have something vaguely interesting to say/if I need to vent.

 

[2-CBcel]

- The Pregnant Widow by Martin Amis.
The quote is beautiful. It really stuck with me.
It's an excellent book and it captures the joy, excitement but ultimate failure of sexual revolution and the loss of youth. Martin Amis is the closest thing the Anglosphere has to a Michel Houellebecq.

wait till you hear about Kafka. should be the incel go-to writer. (he wasnt incel himself tho, but captured perfectly the failed rapprochement between men and women. all the women in his books act weird and condescending, and there is no solution presented to this problem whatsoever

 

[Emba]

See you tomorrow/ yesterday

 

[Zer0/∞]

[Timepill] My Head Keeps on Blanking Out and Completely Lost My Perception of Time.

There are many periods in my day where I stay still, almost motionless, unable to form any thoughts, lose my situational awareness, and stare blankly almost as if I’m unconscious before regaining it after a few minutes. 6 hours feels like only 1 hour to me now; even remembering what happened...

incels.is

Relatable.

View: https://youtu.be/L9jKC2sxsGs

 

[BrokenAndThrownAway]

Not fast enough imo.

 

[decembrist_kirillov]

i never talked with someone god kill me