It's Over time keeps passing

[gael28]

been a couple months since my last post, but I'm back, just graduated so I guess that's something.
My life is still the same, still khhv, time keeps passing by quick, I'm 23 soon.
My current copes are essentially just the gym since I just started roids ( why not) and slaving my life away to gamble. Don't really have any ambitions. I can't slave for 10+ more years just to finally get started on surgery. The hope to ascend is basically over, atleast for now.
I just keep getting older, my mental keeps getting worse but there's nothing I can do.

 

[MouthofMadness]

Congrats on graduating but brutal

 

[|R12|]

No gym and no surgery for you.

Can you give it up? I don't want to see you destroy yourself to be what you are not.

 

[gael28]

No gym and no surgery for you.

Can you give it up? I don't want to see you destroy yourself to be what you are not.

I can probably give up surgery but not the gym right now. I can't live without any copes. I need the euphoria even if it's just for a second.

 

[|R12|]

I can probably give up surgery but not the gym right now. I can't live without any copes. I need the euphoria even if it's just for a second.

The gym sucks.

 

[gael28]

The gym sucks.

It really does

 

[anon65]

Time dilation is so real. You are the youngest age right now you will ever be again.