Blackpill Thoughts on geomaxxing as my last hope?

[verbittERt]

I plan on geomaxxing in cambodia.
Currently building a home gym and gymmaxxing with test and deca just go give myself a better chance.

Realistically it is my last chance.

If i have a good time and ascend, i will tell u immediately and leave this forum on good terms with you.

If i don't i might decide to do something vERy bad.

Atleast i will pay for sex beforehand and not die a 24 year old virgin if i go down that path.

I have so much hatred and sadness in my heart it's eating me up from the inside.
If i can't get some good memories with people while not a complete oldcel i would rathER die and take someone with me.

Ik it would break my parents heart, and i unironically love my parents they have always been the only people that could like my autistic ass.

Idgaf about anyone else, i just dont wanna hurt my parents
My dad, who is currently hospitalized after nearly suffering a stroke, said yesterday that he doesn't recognize me anymore bc i have gotten so evil and spiteful and carry so much anger and hatred with me.
My mom cried last night after i expressed my fantasies

 

[TooSomething]

Betabuxx with extra steps.

 

[verbittERt]

Betabuxx with extra steps.

Water, i just wanna get good pussy tbh

 

[Deleted member 8078]

Sounds like a plan, best of luck

But you need to stop fedposting, Verfassungsschutz is watching...

 

[Cuckoja]

You will leave your parents in shame. Dont do anything.

 

[TooSomething]

Water, i just wanna get good pussy tbh

You might as well go to a prostitute. The kinds of bitches you will get in a foreign country will probably be blown out as well.

 

[hatepilledandrich]

Wait until your parents die.

 

[TooSomething]

I have just read your whole post, tbh. Only saw geomaxxing and reacted to that.

Holy glowpost ... man.

You better delete that... .