People of power despise us, want us dead, treat us horribly, rig society to favor certain people over others, the people being controlled control others and brutalize, murder, and steal from others by lying and deceiving each other. I am sick of it, this world is so fucked.
I wont follow the rules society has placed upon me, I dont want or need friends, to get married, have a luxury car or any of that crap, I am happy just being able to have a warm meal, being able to sleep, and enjoy stuff like Dragon Ball.
I refuse to be a wageslave, if I become homeless I would be happier homeless than the miserable pricks of this shit hole planet who work jobs like the goy they are for the rich evil jews that do nothing and get rich off it.
I dont care what my family thinks anymore "oh you are never gonna be able to do that" they say "why would you want to do that" "I mean I guess you can but like I wouldnt personally". I was born into a hyper abusive family, they have physically harmed me, laughed at me, made fun of my constantly, and the living conditions are borderline third world-ish, 6 dogs in the house, chlorine gas because my mother pours bleach on the piss, hardly can get sleep because the dogs bark, I sleep in living room on a couch..
I am running out of options and running out of time, as I previously said, if I was homeless chances are I would be happier than what I am now in this shit hole..
Meanwhile chad was born with good looks into a super wealthy family, they help him pay for all his stuff, they give him a luxury car as his first car, they buy him everything and give him a high paying job, and damn near all women dont have to even work, they go download tinder and spawn money in from betabuxxers.. Literally creative mode for them.
I have been posting about my thoughts recently, I am already planning multiple scenarios in my head, being homeless, traveling somewhere, even becoming a fucking monk or something, I am tired of society, its all shit, I hate everyone, nobody supports me, nobody cares about me, there is no love for me, there is nothing. I do everything myself and get crap for it from the people closest to me, I do have a brother, and he does look better than me, because I am not real family, my mother cheated on my dad and I dont know who my real dad is, so I look different than all of my family, and I am treated worse by them, my whole life in school was fucking hell too..
I was good in school and smart, I got good grades and tried hard to be a good kid, and look where it got me?? Nowhere, as soon as I got into middle/highschool none of that crap mattered, everyone committed crimes and lied and cheated and nobody cared, that moment hit hard for me because I realized truly then that its all rigged and your effort means nothing truly.
You can work doing hard labor for 40 years and not make even 1% of the wealth some random fucking jew has just from his family ties, and he did no work at all, he just did a luxury office job where he signed some papers, held assets and won, he inside traded and cheated and stole and won, where people who are real and try to play the game by the rules lose!
Anyways I am tired of it, I posted I was thinking of doing something "radical" and every second of this week is pushing me closer to doing it, I am going to leave society, if I die doing it or fail so be it, its much better than playing this game.
I wont follow the rules society has placed upon me, I dont want or need friends, to get married, have a luxury car or any of that crap, I am happy just being able to have a warm meal, being able to sleep, and enjoy stuff like Dragon Ball.
I refuse to be a wageslave, if I become homeless I would be happier homeless than the miserable pricks of this shit hole planet who work jobs like the goy they are for the rich evil jews that do nothing and get rich off it.
I dont care what my family thinks anymore "oh you are never gonna be able to do that" they say "why would you want to do that" "I mean I guess you can but like I wouldnt personally". I was born into a hyper abusive family, they have physically harmed me, laughed at me, made fun of my constantly, and the living conditions are borderline third world-ish, 6 dogs in the house, chlorine gas because my mother pours bleach on the piss, hardly can get sleep because the dogs bark, I sleep in living room on a couch..
I am running out of options and running out of time, as I previously said, if I was homeless chances are I would be happier than what I am now in this shit hole..
Meanwhile chad was born with good looks into a super wealthy family, they help him pay for all his stuff, they give him a luxury car as his first car, they buy him everything and give him a high paying job, and damn near all women dont have to even work, they go download tinder and spawn money in from betabuxxers.. Literally creative mode for them.
I have been posting about my thoughts recently, I am already planning multiple scenarios in my head, being homeless, traveling somewhere, even becoming a fucking monk or something, I am tired of society, its all shit, I hate everyone, nobody supports me, nobody cares about me, there is no love for me, there is nothing. I do everything myself and get crap for it from the people closest to me, I do have a brother, and he does look better than me, because I am not real family, my mother cheated on my dad and I dont know who my real dad is, so I look different than all of my family, and I am treated worse by them, my whole life in school was fucking hell too..
I was good in school and smart, I got good grades and tried hard to be a good kid, and look where it got me?? Nowhere, as soon as I got into middle/highschool none of that crap mattered, everyone committed crimes and lied and cheated and nobody cared, that moment hit hard for me because I realized truly then that its all rigged and your effort means nothing truly.
You can work doing hard labor for 40 years and not make even 1% of the wealth some random fucking jew has just from his family ties, and he did no work at all, he just did a luxury office job where he signed some papers, held assets and won, he inside traded and cheated and stole and won, where people who are real and try to play the game by the rules lose!
Anyways I am tired of it, I posted I was thinking of doing something "radical" and every second of this week is pushing me closer to doing it, I am going to leave society, if I die doing it or fail so be it, its much better than playing this game.
