Hello there. You all might be triggered by my last post. I apologize for that. In fact, I wanted to apologize for a lot of things. I have been lying to you all. I do not have a girlfriend. I also do not have a mercedes. The car in my avi was a random parked car in a parking lot that caught my eyes. It was beautiful, really. From the clean panoramic roof to the 19 inch multi spoke wheels, it serves as a reminder of the things that I wish I could have, but could not attain. It was like seeing a oneitis or a crush, only to realize that they are taken by some obnoxious Chad who don't really care for them. I lied about who I was. I am not some young ambitious incel who drives a mercedes. To give you a clue about myself, https://incels.is/threads/is-anyone-here-the-weird-uncle.33788/
Everything's just too much for me. I watch as my life come trembling down like the walls of Jericho. I always thought that it could not get any worse than this. But life always finds a way to toy me around as if I was a puppet. It seems that there is no other way than suicide. Unlike those with families and friends who still care for them, I have nobody in my life. I didn't have any friends and I am a burden to my family. And so I urge those, who still have hope, to cling onto that shed of light. Because your death will be a stinging pain on their heart. As for youngcels, study hard while you're still in school/uni. Make friends and have social connections. You don't need to have a girlfriend/have sex to fit into society. But in my case, it is too late to change anything. My depression gets worse by the day and I have no one to support me. Suicide tends to be a sensitive issue because not only does it bring sorrow to loved ones, it also abolishes the amazing future you could have had if only you hold on for a few more years. But for me, I see this as a mercy killing, such as the killing of an injured animal in pain. It truly is something that no person should commit. I am the only exception because I have nothing left. I have always been contemplating suicide since I was young and I have always knew, that this is how I am going to go. All these time, I have been coping, postponing my own death. I always hoped to be able to sleep, and not wake up the next day.
I definitely do not blame inceldom for my suicide, nor the females that have rejected me throughout the years. It is the fatal combination of problems that led me to this state. I apologize if I have ever offended any of you. My final wish is that you all can finally find someone who loves you so that your lives will have a new meaning to it. I don't want any of you to follow my path and I want you all to continue hoping. I won't disclose how I plan to suicide, but I plan to do it in a few hours. I am not requesting for a ban, but I won't be logging in anymore.
Everything's just too much for me. I watch as my life come trembling down like the walls of Jericho. I always thought that it could not get any worse than this. But life always finds a way to toy me around as if I was a puppet. It seems that there is no other way than suicide. Unlike those with families and friends who still care for them, I have nobody in my life. I didn't have any friends and I am a burden to my family. And so I urge those, who still have hope, to cling onto that shed of light. Because your death will be a stinging pain on their heart. As for youngcels, study hard while you're still in school/uni. Make friends and have social connections. You don't need to have a girlfriend/have sex to fit into society. But in my case, it is too late to change anything. My depression gets worse by the day and I have no one to support me. Suicide tends to be a sensitive issue because not only does it bring sorrow to loved ones, it also abolishes the amazing future you could have had if only you hold on for a few more years. But for me, I see this as a mercy killing, such as the killing of an injured animal in pain. It truly is something that no person should commit. I am the only exception because I have nothing left. I have always been contemplating suicide since I was young and I have always knew, that this is how I am going to go. All these time, I have been coping, postponing my own death. I always hoped to be able to sleep, and not wake up the next day.
I definitely do not blame inceldom for my suicide, nor the females that have rejected me throughout the years. It is the fatal combination of problems that led me to this state. I apologize if I have ever offended any of you. My final wish is that you all can finally find someone who loves you so that your lives will have a new meaning to it. I don't want any of you to follow my path and I want you all to continue hoping. I won't disclose how I plan to suicide, but I plan to do it in a few hours. I am not requesting for a ban, but I won't be logging in anymore.
