SuicideFuel This was the final nail in the coffin

[Notkev]

Today was a good day. A good FUCKING DAY. My mental was okay-ish. But oh, fucking life can't leave me be for a goddamn moment. Of all the fucking people in this shit hole I just had to run into her again.

The girl who KNEW how I felt about her, led me on a little and then ghosted me.

I saw her. This time with HIM, walking together in the chill weather after rain. I passed them by. He's no chad. But who cares. The only thing that matters is that he's with her, AND NOT ME.

I can't take this. I can't. The amount of anger and fucking rage I feel, the sorrow, the pain. It's begging to come out. I have to see her again, and again, and again and again. Every fucking day sit in the same class as her and know that she's with him.

All the suffering, the belittling, the talking behind the back shit, the lies, the looks they give,

No. I've had enough. I can't take this anymore. No.

It WILL be fully ovER, permanently.

Not now though

...I'll wait till graduation day...

Or not. Hopefully the copes can cool me down by then. I wish. And pray.

 

[Mecoja]

Brutal. Sorry for your bad experience. Happened to me every time i dared to hope.

 

[InsidiousMerchant]

take ovER the world.

 

[Izayacel]

My condolences

 

[Notkev]

Brutal. Sorry for your bad experience. Happened to me every time i dared to hope.

This was too much man. What are the chances that I randomly run into her? Is life trying to turn me into a monster? What sort of divine punishment is this?

 

[PureImagination]

New saint about to drop

 

[Notkev]

take ovER the world.

Hopefully I change my mind by graduation day

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Fuck these dumb whores my nigger

No point in self deleting over some foid when there will always be other whores out there.

Now stand proud, for this suffering won't last long

 

[InsidiousMerchant]

Hopefully I change my mind by graduation day

Hopefully. Graduation day is a bad song.

 

[Notkev]

Now stand proud, for this suffering won't last long

How so?

 

[Notkev]

Hopefully. Graduation day is a bad song.

Of course. It's the name of a song in a game I forgot the name of

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

How so?

Eventually old age will catch up to us all anyway so we might as well just buy some time for a little longer. Plus you never really know when you could pass. This world is very unpredictable (outside of the blackpill aspects ofc).

 

[Notkev]

Eventually old age will catch up to us all anyway so we might as well just buy some time for a little longer. Plus you never really know when you could pass. This world is very unpredictable (outside of the blackpill aspects ofc).

Thanks. I really needed someone to talk some sense into me. The swarm of negative emotions make it hard to think logically

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Thanks. I really needed someone to talk some sense into me. The swarm of negative emotions make it hard to think logically

It's completely understandable buddy boyo

There's only so much you can do. Try not to beat yourself up too much

 

[Notkev]

It's completely understandable buddy boyo

There's only so much you can do. Try not to beat yourself up too much

Thanks man. At this point I need to keep myself from beating THEM.

 

[Lonelyus]

Today was a good day. A good FUCKING DAY. My mental was okay-ish. But oh, fucking life can't leave me be for a goddamn moment. Of all the fucking people in this shit hole I just had to run into her again.

The girl who KNEW how I felt about her, led me on a little and then ghosted me.

I saw her. This time with HIM, walking together in the chill weather after rain. I passed them by. He's no chad. But who cares. The only thing that matters is that he's with her, AND NOT ME.

I can't take this. I can't. The amount of anger and fucking rage I feel, the sorrow, the pain. It's begging to come out. I have to see her again, and again, and again and again. Every fucking day sit in the same class as her and know that she's with him.

All the suffering, the belittling, the talking behind the back shit, the lies, the looks they give,

No. I've had enough. I can't take this anymore. No.

It WILL be fully ovER, permanently.

Not now though

...I'll wait till graduation day...

Or not. Hopefully the copes can cool me down by then. I wish. And pray.

I would spit on the ground she walks on then walk away

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

Thanks man. At this point I need to keep myself from beating THEM.

the pain becomes greatER and greatER

 

[Notkev]

I would spit on the ground she walks on then walk away

I wanna fucki g block her ass but that would make it obvious that I'm hurt and affected by this. Not that she would care. I blame myself.

 

[Ubermenschvirtues]

take ovER the world.

 

[Friezacel]

Thats why you dont go outside

 

[Notkev]

Thats why you dont go outside

I have to. Uni

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

Hey, if it makes you feel better, she 100% is going to inevitably cheat on him with Chad (if she can get Chad JFL) and then he'll also be heartbroken.

 

[Notkev]

Hey, if it makes you feel better, she 100% is going to inevitably cheat on him with Chad (if she can get Chad JFL) and then he'll also be heartbroken.

I don't know man. The one thing I know is that, I NEVER wanna be in this position again. Either I ascend or if not I won't be emotionally invested in girls again. Next time I ever sensed myself getting feelings I'll immediately ask them out and be done with it for good. Also I'll just cope more/spend more time on hobbies from now on.

 

[Diogenescel]

Thanks. I really needed someone to talk some sense into me. The swarm of negative emotions make it hard to think logically

Prison and death is worse than loneliness fam. Treat yourself today. In this scenario I like to have power fantasies that I kill the chad and rape the foid.

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

I don't know man. The one thing I know is that, I NEVER wanna be in this position again. Either I ascend or if not I won't be emotionally invested in girls again. Next time I ever sensed myself getting feelings I'll immediately ask them out and be done with it for good. Also I'll just cope more/spend more time on hobbies from now on.

You should just take the next stage of the black-pill and accept your position as a misogynist that literally has 'hating women' built into him. That's where I'm at right now.